This is something new today … which just came up here between Brother Dave and myself. – As you may know all along when having visitied this blog for a while – we are Co-Authors here and he took me up when I was really a very rough freshling or “Greenhorn” in the blogging field and he undertook it to teach me the basics routines of blogging here.
It took us quite a time until we approached to each other nearer although there has been some great confidence in eachother of us right from the beginning. And this trust into eachother grew all the more from the ever-growing mutual spiritual aspects we shared in proceeding time of Now.
We have share already some letters and posted these on here. But nevertheless we continued to mail eachother more private matters and this was the case today too.
But as it turned out – this correspondence of today might be of interest to even a greater majority of lightworking humans being on some alike path of ascencion.
So with the consent of Dave here I decided to to post this very sort of correspondence here too – right in the very way it has been flowed between us without any interceptions …
I do hope you will like it what we disclosed from our past life until to this very point of Now !
And here it is:
( Everything I wrote is marked bright violet and Brother Dave’s response is blue)
On Mar 3, 2014, at 11:54 AM, Eva Maria=Contramary wrote:
Dave, this of course I could not have known at all … but I think you are doing fine in such way you told me with yout mail.
My case is totally different – as I always since being a child – have had a very strong link with God my Almighty Father …. and whenever I felt being sort of separated from him I was desolate in my mood.
Furthermore – I always was so much aware of being a two-fold creature – ( now I know it was thinking with both parts of my brain – but I grasped these different sources of thinking always of being separated even as a child) and I knew if I thought intuitively it would make me happier than that with the other left side of my brain. But since my parents often told me – foremost my mother- it was silly to think and decide intuitively I always struggled hard to come up to their expectation.
Mother’s priority was always how to get clever through life and that is why she eventually ended up being very much torn between her intuition and her intelligence of her left-side-brain.
I struggled although I knew and achieved some growth of intellect in the course of my early schooling – but I always knew it was the intuition which always made me happy when deciding from such origin.
So I kept on balancing through my daily life … but growing older and even a bit wiser I resorted more and more to the intuitive application when trying to make some decision. Since I knew this would make me happy and content all over.
So with reading and searching spirtually what could be my way … I went on and by the time I elaorated some very own method of sharing talks and thoughts with my spiritual mind – and singled out of the many groups I stayed quite a happy outsider in my way of living for about 30 years … never consciously like you living so near to Spiriti – but unconsciously – yes, I did. So during all this time I never got really to know that I talked with all my thinking to Spirit or God since I lived all by myself and believed to be talking to myself when thinking or getting some great ideas —
This was the state when I met Internet and all the groups of Lightworkers in 2011 speaking so much and openly about their experiences – this was completely new to me. And I admired all of these companions of light greatly – never thought that I had such experiences all along and it was nothing to marel at. this now I know and I am fully consciously about it. This really was some enlightment for me and as having gone through such a hard-learning study all these years – I became very suspicious against the tricks and intrigues of my very own ego and thus acted as my own scrutinizing self-critic ever more.
So this automatic writing for me was the only way to resort to – since my professional way of blind typing was restored now and all my thoughts were manifested on the PC via my quick and very fast fingers. It is as if my fingers have in all those years of my profession been gifted with some special and exctra sense of conveying my thoughts to either paper on the typewriter or on pages of my PC. It is a special gift that I attained through about almost 40 years of working as a typist first and later on upper professional grades. As I started work as such very late in my twenties I trained myself quite a lot to acquire all the skill that was necessary and never stopped it all the years.
This is the gift now that I was endowed with as a sort reccompensation which I believe was given me by my Father Almighty or Spirit.
This I felt I had to write you in order to explain my special situation to you – as I want you to understand some of my peculiar behaviours and also shortcomings in this very range where we often meet.
Thank you my dear Brother for listening to me and giving me so much of your spiritual and humane understanding !
Yours in Love and Light
P.S. by the way – this special conversation at Now – it turns out to be so nice and also truthfully explaining what went on with both of us on our way of going through life here – may I have your permission to post it as some further corresponedence between us l.ike our previous letters ????
Subject: Re: my telepathic Conversation of today
Date: Mon, 3 Mar 2014 11:17:46 -0700
I guess I have not had much interest in Automatic Writing as such, preferring a more subtle “family” connection with spirit in which I am fully aware and a participant. Mind you that process itself is constantly evolving as I learn to trust what I feel and receive.
Many years ago, when I first started my spiritual-metaphysical journey, one of my first teachers was a lovely Jewish Lady who just happened to be a spiritualist minister. Her name was Carolyn Fabisch, and her husband Larry was a survivor of the World War II concentration camps. Carolyn taught me many things from energy healing to psychometry, channeling, psychic reading and of course whenever she held classes she insisted on “feeding everyone” who came, all sorts of tasty and healthy treats. And yes she would do Automatic writing or other forms of channeling. A brilliant light in a sometimes dark world she was quite amazing.
I dabbled in many different disciplines, but few ever quite “fit me”. So it was that over time I came to depend more on “personal conversations” with my spirit guides and friends. These conversations are quite casual and seldom written until long after, if at all. They can go on for days in little combined periods. At one time I might have called them dreams or imaginings, but now they are just moments of clarity and love shared. Most often they are personal in nature, but sometimes lead to me writing or sharing with others. This is the path that I am comfortable with at this time. It is natural, flowing and without limits or expectations.
On Mar 2, 2014, at 8:05 AM, Eva Maria wrote:
this is originated by “automatic writing” dear — why not trying it yourself once in a while ???
do you think I have accomplished anything ? As the one being concerned never realizes it really consciously …. I am just plodding forward trying to push my spiritual celiling a bit higher up all the time …. but consciously I do not become aware of it ….
Thank you for reading it – this is for me just another way of proving it to myself that all my trying is not in vain …. ❤ thanks !