Letter from the “Isle of I” No. 16 – Reflections on Passing the Last Portal


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My dear Brother Dave,

It has been about two months ago when I wrote my last letter to you. Much has happened in the meantime – so many solar flares named by others “Tsunami of Love” – have overwhelmed and downloaded into us – in body and mind – so that it was not easy to cope with them. At least this is what I felt and moreover “Tsunami of Love” I wonder if this is the right name for it for while being affected and displaced to this socalled “Tsunami” I am able to feel some of the features of a Tsunami but at the time being when they are downloaded – I do not feel it is much love then, to be very frank! Well, love from the interpretation we are used to.

I think this name has been given for psychological reasons in order not to make us fear this new kind of solar flares since getting these anchored and manifested into our bodies is quite a task for us.  This for the so much praised “Tsunami of Love” …

It might apply a bit later in the sense of love when we shall succeed to incorporate these high and higher vibrations into us and getting used to them ..

Then I am sure it will certainly turn out a great blessing for us! It might be too some of the effects of a “new nature of Love” as displayed in upper dimensional realms which are to be entirely different from all Love which we have been used to in our former duality dimension.
This now is slipping away from under our hands and will be replaced by some entirely different one to be anchored under the Matrix of New Earth with a socalled “Golden Reality” of a peaceful and harmonious life for all of us Mankind here.

As recently channeled by Marc Gamma “The Great Change has arrived finally arrived” and we are said to be on the last leap of our Ascension Road …  the “Finish Line” of which in our clear sight !

Several days ago many of us have entered a higher realm of vibrations when passing through the last Great Portal of Conscience which I assume made Marc channel too his last post of The Great Change arrived here on our planet Earth.

As all portals given to pass for us are very individual ones according to our soul contracts and our own very plans ages ago before entering earth incarnations here … so it was mine too …

May I tell you too that now I know it was the famous-infamous “D-Day” for me too when according to planned duality matrix I was to pass over and leave earth planet here ?

I observed that several days before my body started to turn down its perfectly running metabolism bit by bit which caused many pains all over in me … and created – as I observed – much fear in my bodily cells…   and when this process ran up to its peak – what did I do ?
I did not know better than recall my great past decision “not to die in the usual way of duality but to ascend with my body alive to greater realms”!

So first of all I consciously dismissed all fear of death as such … then I tried to convince my bodily cells to do the same ….

and last of all I recalled all the promises of my Angelic Guides and my Twinflame they would line up and welcome me when I pass through the final portals … and so they did ….
I called for the help of all and foremost for AARaphael and St.Germain to help with their particular flames …. and whenever another heart-attack was approaching with stoppage of breathing I visualized the Healing Emerald-Green Flame of Raphael turning into my head chacra leftwise and going down all through my body being received by the violet flame of St.Germain transforming everything negative and not needed stuff into positive energies…..

I knew perfectly well and very consciously this was the final fight of former 3-D Matrix with its dark ideologies of death at the end of each human life in Duality against the Powers of Light for Ascension by transforming our human bodies to their pristine crystalline structure …

I reached out and grabbed the hands of all standing in line along my pathway and they grasped dmy hands and passed me on from one to the other one until I eventually reached our Divine Parents of Original Creation and my Twinflame …. and thus I had passed over and entered the greater realm of higher vibrations the socalled 5th Dimension Level !

I made it and this I was told later on in some sort of reading as I converse very often with our All-Father who told me that if I had not passed some smaller ascension entries before I truly should not have been able to make it now… As I have the age when many human lives in duality find their normal end leaving their bodies here on earth.

My dear brother, may I tell you with great joy that slowly the lights are being switched on in my body again and I am deeply grateful to all my Angelic Guides and to my very loving friend Isabel who stood by my side all the way cleansing and healing me every day in order to help.

Thank you to all you … now I am starting my new way of life getting used to all the new prerogatives of higher vibrations and there is really much to learn..

This was meant just as introductory update to some thoughts and reflections of mine which will be continued in sequence to this writing soon.

As since I passed this great portal I have been pondering incessantly on what the new realm wil entail which I now entered. It all is presently still a little bit shady and veiled but I am getting by and by a much clearer picture and then I shall write it all down in a letter to you ..

Keep well my dear Brother – I am deeply thankful to all the help ever given to me and which made me the persistent character that I am now …. still in hommage and love to the ONE and staying as humble in my loving service but as an adequate partner to all my family of light in the Time of Now!

Namasté
Mary

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Another Letter to Brother Dave from the “Isle of I” No. 15


love meDear Brother-in-Light Dave,

Since my last letter to you something has been enfolding slowly here with me. And since I am chatting quite often with Isabel some matters came into the open which I thought would be valuable enough from their new spiritual aspects – to be manifested as well in some sort of letters to her which at first was not so much approved by herself – since she does not like to be pulled into some spotlight – but advised by her Twinflame and her HS – she eventually gave in and I promised her to write about her in some gentle and refined way trying my very best not to afflict anything to her in writing that made possibly her feel uncomfortably with.

Now I have done already the 2nd letter and in our chat today I had the idea to start translating these sort of diaries or “notes from our chats” into English. Both her “Twinni” (thus I am calling her Twin-flame) and she agreed to it quite willingly.
Since during these chats of ours it turned out that we – at the same time – converse with her Twinni too so that it adds up to a sort of “Channel-Chat of Three” always getting some sort of confirmation on the spot from him as well when forwarding some new ideas arising from our inner hearts. Continue reading

Letters from the “Isle of I” No. 14‏


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Dear Brother Dave,

This letter according to my feelings is more than due in the Moment of Now. Much is happening around us  –  in the backgrounds invisible to us – and moreover in our daily lives too – it is the all-over Change Around, In, and Everywhere of all that we are concerned with. More and more it anchors into our consciousness that we have to accord and adhere to all the new idelologies and ideas visualizing what life of ours will be in due course with more progressing change into the Golden Age of Gaia while Gaia is floating unimpregnably into locations between stars from which she once had fallen off .. way back returning to her true home-location.

And all of us having decided to go with her ….we are participating in this wonderful flight – never done before in such a way just following with all our confidence in the Divine Plan of our All-Father-and-Creator… Continue reading

Letters of my “Isle of I” No. 13


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Discussing the Subject of: “Free Fall” – “Floating in a Vast Void” – and “Being in the Quantum Leaping Jump of Now”

My dear Brother Dave,
Questions Marks are the very ones of this ever decreasing old time schedules of our old 3-D Matrix !

I found out today that these marks that I am putting everywhere which reigns my life and existence of Now. We are telling each other repeatedly since some few years past that we are to “Keep on Keeping” meaning to proceed impregnably on our once chosen individual way of ascension …

Today after some deeper meditations and telepathic communications with some of my Angelic Guides I came to following conscious notification: Continue reading

Another Letter from the “ISLE of I” No.12


I do not know whether this letter has been published – I thought so – but found out today that it is not to be retrieved from my blog at all – so for the sake of keeping the right order of follow-up I post it here again or for the first time. I do not know … but just to be on the safe side it is being done here ….. to share it with all of you here !

Love and light in unconditional ways from yours

Contramary

Dear Brother Dave,

it has been quite a while since my last letter to you and today I feel like trying to pick up the left-off-ends in this sequence again and to go on describing how I am feeling after these really bewildering weeks over the changing years.

Bewildering for me because at first I caught something like a “Galactic Flu” since last Solstice and the month of December 2013 and adding thereto some Karma-Balancing from more than several thousands years ago has successfully turned everything of my daily life here together into a huge turmoil and some sort of chaos for me. All these issues together bound into some vast network made up this great challenge to me in every respect – be it in body, mind, heart or spiritual understanding !

But – thanking God and all my spiritual extraterrestial helpers – it is over now and I am recovering bit by bit and when I on my own (that is the normal case for me here) I secretly and with awe try to find out what all the above turmoil had made out of me now.

I am looking on- and into myself like into a mirror – considering what I am in the Now.  Suffice to ascertain that I have become something differring from my old Self. But what exactly – I do not still know.

I am surprised at some new characteristic features of mine that appear now to open up on the surface of myself. There ist e.g. I do no longer like to read anything anymore of other theories or spiritual advising articles – be they channeled ones or some very creative contemplate reflections. I just feel into  one or other one – feel their vibes – read one or two passages …. and I have enough – no more interested in finding out what others have found for themselves as being their spiritual truth.

I am not an egomaniac but I just am not interested any more in anything else (to compare with mine) than to find my very own way to go and this collaboration with Marc G. gives me all the chances to direct my thoughts in my way using our exchange of thinking along some spiritual paths of us two (which of course differ also a lot) as incentives for initiating my further roads to go along. As there is one matter that I know now for sure – and this I have accepted and integrated into myself too – each one of us starseed – has to find out about his very own aspect of light and subsequently his/her very own kind of mission according to our own soul contract. And this is the essential reason for not comparing or following other advices lest our own personal quests and findings.

It may differ in due course – this my attitude – but I am content with the situation as it is since I believe – this mutual co-operation with somebody else may use up so much power that not much is being left to care for my personal spiritual quest.

Acknowledging this fact I made up my mind to limit my work to those whose vibes do create some powerful resonation in my inner heart. I should so much like to add your work also to mine and Marc’s but for the special particularity of your situation this is at present not possible in the way I should like it to go ahead with. Perhaps at some later period when many of your present issues will have brushed out of your life and you will have a bit more time for yourself and your spiritual work – you will be able to start mutual work with me to much more wonderful effects ? This is still my hope as I always cherish so much what you are writing about in your very own personal way of letting your thoughts ripple through your words into my inner heart ! There is so much still left that I could learn from you and pick up on your personal way of thinking a little bit as some initial new ignition for my own personal thinking!

My dear brother – just a raw drawing of my updated life now : there seem to be some more limitations bounding my life-style together into some focus to be united more and more to the very essential truth of myself.

Becoming more united – sensing to be one with All-There-Is – has eventually finalized almost all of previous diversities of duality with the effect that all my former interests have gone too. Turning into what is being originated from the innermost chamber of my heart makes me as curious and eager to know more and more about myself and all that is linked to my original home where I am said to have come from….

This my brother is the update of today for you in order that you know where I am exactly standing now at this very Now.

I am feeling like a circus-artist balancing and stepping on a high rope – forward and holding the end of ithis rope in one of my hands .. pacing forward into the unknown and lengthening the rope myself as if preparing my own narrow road
(which in fact is that particular rope held in my hand) …..

So, it is again the life of a pioneer and adventurer and it takes all the power of my heart to find my own way now.

Dear Dave, hold yourself together in some similar way and as much as it is possible and you are able to. I know we all are in such similar positions and shall end up in a most successful way and our way towards it – it is our goal at the same time !

So long my dear Brother-in-Light – keep well until next time !

Yours in unconditional love and compassion
Mary

Response of Brother Dave – Eaglechild to my last Letter from the “Isle of I” No.12


Brother Dave – Eaglechild on 30 January, 2014 at 8:16 AM

My beloved sister in spirit,

It has been quite a journey we have been on, and I look forward to where we will find ourselves. A journey in the void, yes it does seem like that sometimes. The void however is a good place to rest and to release those things of the past that hold us back. Much as you are already doing. I place to focus on and nurture inner self. With the powerful energies that are coming into play, a time of peace before will allow us to recharge and prepare for the next steps upon our journey. All is well.

There is never a day in which we do not grow, never a day when our lives are stagnant, even if it feels otherwise. And as we grow, we change our ways and our expectations. We learn discernment and focus more on what is within then without. More importantly we don’t define our personal growth through other people’s experiences or perceptions. We trust the spirt within and embrace the infinite love of creator to see us through. And yes, we also embrace the many angels and spirits who are our greater and true family and listen in the silence for their gentle guidance. Continue reading

Letters from the “Isle of I” No.12


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My dear Brother in Light David,

This letter here may be titled “Floating in the Void” because that is what I am doing right now.

As Nights now appear to be largely without real sleep I am exercising with my thoughts and practice some spiritual thinking – e.g. reaching out to my inner heart level or else exercises … and I found out the following items:

I am on a vast new base – emptied of all former blocks, gravel and unravelled matters – just a blank newly laid base like a freshly cleared and clean surface of some table. And above it I am floating in something which may better explained as being a “Void” ….

I am a bit at a loss how else I could describe it better than it is. It is some Void which is waiting to be filled again by myself in the growing manifestation of the Golden Age of Gaia.

All the very sage and wise scripts of others of my Starseed-Family incarnated here like me with all their stories of visiting spaceships, communications with extraterrestrial beings … I do not read them any longer … as it is not my life that is concerned with – since : I am floating in the VOID …. trying to reach out to my Twin Flame in the nearer boundaries of our planet here …. asking too for protective measures of Angelic Guides every day and wearily plotting on my once contracted route to further awareness and consciousness.

Among all these sensations of Now Time there is something I’d like to tell you. There was an e-mail from Facebook.com recently announcing (like so many others too which I trashed right away) that I was the winner of some big amount of USD by some random lottery of Facebook.
First I was on the brink of trashing it right away and then there was some thought rising from my inner heart and flashing through my mind and I resorted to according action following such lines of thinking,

I contacted the Hope Chest of Steve Beckow – copied the German text of this particular message and asked them whether it would be possible that I may donate this so-called “lottery-amount” to them altogether and they could retrieve this amount for their purposes but for a small amount (say a certain tiny percentage compared to the full amount) to release to me too for caring about my special needs and that of my daugther’s family. It goes without saying that they perhaps need a while considering my proposal in order to give me some sort of response.

Such were my thoughts about what I suggested to them: the “Hope Chest is doing such a terrific wonderful job in supporting the families of lightworking people in need.

Moreover I myself found out that I no longer have any such yearning for big financial support or turning wealthy all of a sudden if it is not in the Great Plan of our Creator. This wish to some great part all appears to have gone and left me altogether but for the most needy way to release to and relieve me what is financially burdening me until now.

If this message from Facebook mailed to me is just another deceiving one – the greater institution of the Hope Chest may find out better than I do on my own and they will as they depend on getting more funds to be spread out to the families in need !

And if not – all the better – if it is really true –  I then could have been of some substantial help and support – trusting them to send me the appropriate amount inspired by the celestial guides and helpers which I myself need to correct my private life accordingly and that of my daugther’s family.

These were my latest activities and let us watch what will come of it.

There has been something else but regarding this I shall write a separate mail to you as it concerns some very private matters and must not be published all over the world here, dear Dave.

So this was everything what has happened to me in the meantime since my last letter to you. I am still on the “Isle of I” yet floating in the new Void of my life and I am eagerly looking forward what kind of turn will show up for me in due course ?

So long my dear Brother Dave
with unconditional love
from your Sis’-n-Light
Mary

Another Letter from “The Isle-of-I” No. 12


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Dear Brother Dave,

it has been quite a while since my last letter to you and today I feel like trying to pick up the left-off-ends in this sequence again and to go on describing how I am feeling after these really bewildering weeks over the changing years.

Bewildering for me because at first I caught something like a “Galactic Flu” since last Solstice and the month of December 2013 and adding thereto some Karma-Balancing from more than several thousands years ago has successfully turned everything of my daily life here together into a huge turmoil and some sort of chaos for me. All these issues together bound into some vast network made up this great challenge to me in every respect – be it in body, mind, heart or spiritual understanding ! Continue reading

Letters from the “Isle of I” No.11


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My dear Brother in Light David,

several weeks have passed since my last letter to you and much has happened although when I am trying to recall these weeks – it has slipped off my memory. Only by looking back and re-counting the pages which I filled our blog with,  tell me that there were numerous events and days having passed by and filled with them.

This is what happens to our timeline of Now I believe and I am still busy trying to investigate more about this newbie of time which we now call always “Timeline” as we have found out that  one very new characteristic of our old linear time is it’s diversity of many probable lines and according to our free choice and free will in our attention to dealing with our new realities we are drawing the very corresponding time-line into our lives too.

I just found this out when trying to explain to you here what keeps me busy thinking and investigating all that is new to me about Time. Continue reading

RE: Another Letter from “The Isle of I” No. 10


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My dear Brother-in-Light Dave,

it has been quite some time since I wrote my last letter to you. In the meantime I obtained the good advice of AAMichael in a reading for me that I had better dedicate all my activities more to daily life around me in order to be better balanced with view to my spiritual activities versus my earth-grounded ones.

So I tried to follow this good advice with the effect that I am more and more connected with all my goodwill to manifest on earth the new spiritual achievements of my inner heart. And with great success too! There has never been a time in my life when I was so lucky to meet such friendly people all around me. Foreigners to me but with a smile on their faces welcoming me like an old friend. I am deeply grateful for all this experience. Continue reading

Reponse of Brother Dave to the Letter No.9 from my “Isle of I”


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Brother Dave – Shak’ta’i on September 10, 2013 at 10:51 PM said

Beloved sister Mary,

Thanks for sharing so much of your greater self. I often think, that we get caught up in the words we receive from spirit and miss out on some of the essential energies. This is a great time we live in, but as I think back to my memories of what is before this earth, and before our many incarnations here, I marvel upon what we have accomplished. We are traveling a road that has yet to be made. A path none have walked before. So it is easy for our expectations to sometimes get ahead of us. But you touched upon something in your experience, the essence of Joy. The Joy of Spumante, the joy of a small indulgence or maybe two. Our journey may be one of joy or one without joy. That is always our choice, but it is so much more enjoyable when it is filled with joy. Remember that joy of Spumante, that joy of ice cream? Dear sister, that was a little bit of ascension.

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Bro’ Dave’s Response to Letter of “The Isle of I” No.8


 

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This is such a wonderful response that I much appreciate. Do you know why? I ‘d like to explain to you a bit about these letters. When I intuitively got the idea to title my letters “from the Isle of I”  I just gave way to some flash of my intuition.  And it is after 8 letters of mine that I found the explanation of this title in the response of David when he writes:

quote   ……. to make the effort (time?) to allow the energies of love and light within to shine forth and to flow, wherever they are needed, without condition or judgement. It is so easy to be distracted by the 3D world around us, so my challenge is to flow gently like the light itself and do so without effort, but with persistence. ,,,,,unquote   

What Brother David tries to achieve is – in my view –  to build up with inner balance some sort of “Isle of His”  from which he will be able to observe everything without being distracted by surroundings still under the 3-D-Matrix and spreading love and light-energies to all around him from this very “Isle of His” …..

This is to me the perfect explanation for what I titled my letters which are coming from viz. “The Isle of I”. Thank you Brother David for such a splendid explanation! When I named my scribbles: Letters from “The Isle of I” it was not consciously done at all – David’s response now made me conscious all of a sudden how right I was when giving away to some hunch of mine from my subconsciousness and talking of an “Isle of I”!  His explanation hits the exact peculiarity of this my “Isle of I” too  – a place of inner peace and evolution raising one’s own light frequencies while spreading light forth over all the world ….It is the motionless floating while growing my inner garden of light ! Thank you again Brother David !

I don’t know if I could make myself clear what I am meaning here …but to me it is something to marvel at! I am so grateful to have found such a peaceful Isle ! 

Here I am and here I go – watching myself in the flow and grow – listen to Angels sing in rhyme … stillness of heart having achieved at last …. OMG !  I’m eventually on Board!

With so much compassionate Love in unconditional way to all of you here! (Contra)Mary

And now here is the wonderful response from my Brother in Light David::

Brother Dave – Shak’ta’i on August 20, 2013 at 9:01 AM said:

Dear Mary,

Well it does seem that we are all facing various challenges at different times. You got your internet back and mine went off for about 5 hours. Well to be more precise, we had a 5+ hour power outage that ran into the night. Found myself, at home, in the dark, not sleepy, and nothing to do. No computer, internet, power, TV, radio….. and a bit wired up from being back on prednisone. Quite the combination. However I survived it with relative ease. Yesterday, an email exchange between two of my family members became quite bitter and enflamed. I was not part of it, but was an observer. A sad situation, but one that has been probably simmering for too long. It was intense, and many angry things were expressed by both sides. Doesn’t feel like that will heal anytime soon.

While I feel many situations, I seem to be improving in my ability to observe from the outside without judgement. Continue reading

Letters from the “The Isle of I” No. 8


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Dear Brother Dave,

You know already that I was disconnected from Internet which was a very unpleasant surprise on Wednesday Morning August 14.

Used already to something like a working routine with proofreading and translation for everything channeled by Marc Gamma I felt as if thrown out of a beautiful network of light all of a sudden. Now, at the “Moment Now” then – all I wanted was to go back and joining this divine circle again and struggled for hours to be successful and restore what has been taken off from me. But invain – there was a picture before my inner eyes – I had been thrown off from a wonderful ship into the waters of the wild vast ocean again and the ship was floating slowly but in some unimpeded speed away from me … leaving me alone to cope with my situation.

The next thing I had to attend to was : to stay calm and recollect my thoughts what I would have to do next. I knew I had to notify Marc by what method ever about this new situation of mine. So I went to see friends in the afternoon after all my tricks and tipps I remembered failed to bring about any success.

So I turned to friends for help in the afternoon. But not without making up my mind beforehand in a very concentrated way: “Even if my beautiful ship had gone I was fixedly prepared to affirm a certain set of make-belief that I still was enclosed by this beautiful and protective shield of light in which I floated when still on the ship! So I called for all the Angelic assistance that there are beyond me when setting out to work for re-ligating myself to the ship of light passing away from me to the horizontal line far off where skies from above were touching my remote and sole planet of earth. Continue reading

Letters from My “Isle if I” No.7 Still Keeping the Balance


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Dear Dave,

I do hope you are still well ? Or are you on Prednison again? Which would feel me very sorry for you.

I’ve just gotten the Newsletter of Laura Bruno as I am a follower-up of her blog and I do appreciate much what she writes about. Just to make it easier for you to understand what I am hinting at – I give you the link hereunder to the respective article of hers:
 
http://laurabruno.wordpress.com/2013/08/13/you-are-not-alone-in-your-challenges-right-now/. Quite a lot has happened since my last letter to you and when I throw some glances back to last week it  appears to me like a some sort of broader network enveloping us all as “The Issue at this Moment of Now”.

To set some example for it only I can describe what has happened to me  especially since last Friday.

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Letters from my “Isle of I” No.6


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Balancing in a differing Way – in Response to the Response of No.5

Hi to you dear Brother Dave,

How could this be otherwise? Again after having had the first 2-3 hours of deep sleep
something or somebody intervened and gave me a nudge to get up. This same experience seems to be building up itself as a sort of routine when there is some heap of phrases accumulated in me that wants to see the world.

And just in the very morning of a new day there is so much stillness here around laden with ingenuity and fragments all of which are rising from my inner heart leaving their hiding. Continue reading

“My dear sister Mary” Response from Brother Dave to my Letter No.5


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As the response of my Brother Dave so modestly was given as a comment to my previous letter I’d like to share it here with all of you since it is so much written to the point and gained so much delight of mine when reading it. I do hope Brother Dave will not mind if seeing it as a post of mine – it is also some way of mine to honor his views and showing also my gratitude to him.

Enjoy these sage passages like I did !

With compassionate and unconditional Love as always

Yours (Contra)Mary

Brother Dave – Shak’ta’i on August 7, 2013 at 7:39 PM said:

My dear sister Mary,

Well, this was quite a lot to take in. But once again I was on the “unpleasant” medicine for 5 days. It’s effects on my overall physical and mental systems were quite strong. At the same time I found myself trying to remain balanced with the incredible fluxes in energy all about. Suffice to say, I went for days with little sleep, and then once freed from the disruptions of the medicine, desired only to rest, whenever I could. In this moment now I feel quite well. I think a spontaneous nap in the afternoon allowed me to restore both physical and mental balance to a great degree.

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E.M.H. Letters from my “Isle of I” No. 5


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Dear Dave,

Every time on starting another letter to you I sense a sort of anticipation about the eventual outcome of this project. Somewhat tensed I feel some uncertainty myself whether I ‘ll be able to succeed to depict with my very own words exactly what I am thinking.

You should know that some times I do not even know the very same day what I shall write about. So when I go for a rest after midday I am asking AAMichael and AAGabriel/le requesting their assistance for the beforehand letter … and waking up after this little nap in the afternoon there are very often some sentences arising from my heart into my mind demonstrating me how I could begin and what is the subject valuable enough to deal with.

This was my pretext as I thought just now : “Why not telling you how I generally proceed
to put down all what is in my mind before I settle down to scribble such a letter ?” Very often there are ideas and thoughts in me on which I have pondered frequently and this for several times in my past life and sometimes they have risen before to the surface of my consciousness and then went into hiding again. And such is the case with which I deal today.

Returning to the already mentioned message of Sananda through Ute Posegga-Rudel I remember that discussing my translation into German at that time she made a final amendment which she had overlooked so far in her own message. viz. that our Mind/Brain
reacts in some way alike a transformator as all our thoughts are of electric nature.

And since this very fact came into my mind again I responded thereto today –  that we may not forget that there is no inbuilt gadget there filtering our thoughts according to where they come from and to what ethical basis they are build upon.

We likewise will not know at all whether these thoughts rolling through our minds are being our very own ones risen from our inner hearts or being sorts of infiltration from somewhere else.

I’ve read and heard so much during the last decades about the “Power of Thoughts” and I strongly believe that it is of essential importance that we are learning how to control our thoughts as well – better to exemplify it – to exert control about our way of thinking !

And hereunder falls likewise the use of discernment which we are so frequently requested to use. So you see there is a long queue of consequences entailed when starting with this so much reputed and frequently repeated admonition to control our thoughts.

To me – as a painter I like to see pictures – this “Toughts-Controlling” is like the head of a snake with a long long tail of consequences following and all depends how and in which direction its head is moving – and so will also its long long tail…. I leave it to you to imagine and depict – color out with your own mind in an individual follow-up what this snake may do to everyone of us if not treated properly.

Did you ever read some books by Dr.Joseph Murphy …he was the one I started with end of the 80ies when reading real spiritual literature showing toeards the New Age after having gone through literature of vsrious religious beliefs and that of magic and occult teachings.

He was the real relevation for me – displaying his teachings based on the Group of Unity – and he had many followers over here in Germany. He was the first talking about Universal Laws and the Power of our Thoughts. Everwhere here – this I can tell naturally only about Hamburg – Murphy-Circles were established where people on their search met to discuss these special topics.

And with regard to myself – not having the financial funds to attend costly seminars – I was led more and more by my spiritual guides (this I know now) to bookstalls with remnants where I found these books by him which were affordable to me too. These were like gifts to me falling from heaven on to my feet and I had only to pick them up and the next weekend of mine was thus safeguarded. I read and I thought and this filled my time off duty from being a very busy professional secretary in some commercial importing and wholesale branch of a well-known healthfood-co-operative organisation here in Germany.

So If you did not read anything by Dr.Joseph Murphy you would be well advised to do so and if you know his teachings you will certainly agree with me knowing what I talk here about.

Already in these books one may find his elucidations about the power of Thought-Control
but then at that time I could perceive its true essence only with my mind.

It is only Now – some 20 years later – that I am able to unertand with my inner heart the full impact and essence of its spiritual basis and thus all underlying basics of what Dr. J.Murphy tried to bring into our world with his books are rising up again – appearing to the conscious surface of my mind. And I am sure that I won’t be the only one here of his recent fans and those – picking up his books for the first time of their lives – will add up to the huge crowd of his spiritual fans too.

So, my dear Bro’ Dave, this was it already, the No. 5 of my letters to you. Let me tell you quickly also here that I met this topic of Thought-Power and Thought-Control way down on my mining search to reach the Point of Stillness in my Inner Heart where I may get rid of any thoughts and may release them like white clouds flowing into some heavenly stillness. ( I am still at those of my exercises of which I told you in my previous letters.)

These thoughts got stuck amid a huge heap of trashy thoughts infiltrated into
my deep subconsciousness and I could break them loose when digging myself so deeply. And the release of them was just now to you… and here they are pure and clean as all the trash glued on to them has already been washed off with my bare hands healing all my wounds attached to them.

Do you know now, my dear Bro’ in  Light, how essential it is for all of us lightbearers to install something into our minds and hearts in order to prevent all thought-matters not sourced by the Light nor by our Divine Father/Mother from invading into us?

We do need something like a filter for all thoughts pervading us so that it will be made easy for us to hold for keepsake only thoughts of celestial high vibration and to let go of all other thought-matters not entailing the high vibrational light from our All-Creator.

Let us ask our guides for their assistance to this issue of ours and I am sure they will rush to support us also in this very case. But first of all we have to ask them as they have to respect the “Free Will of Ours” since they must obey Universal Laws too.

This is it ! And so be it!
And until next time of Now I am with all my good wishes to you
Yours Eva Maria

To all the Seeds from the Stars – Bearers of Light from so far ,,,,

What are our Targets ?
Love and Ascension !
Are we focused on these aims ?
Not to be distracted by

any news-given shame?

….and how much we are ,
considering myself from a bit afar
but I know I am with all my might
never to lose the target out of sight
and focus on Love to shine like a star
from out our hearts all over the world……

(Contra)Mary 2012

Letters from my “Isle of I” No. 4


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Dearest Dave,

it was such a great surprise to read your latest post on our blog. I can’t tell you how much joy I sensed in my heart on reading it. There was so much light in it – it made my heart jump with joy and gladness. You really did made a turn of 180 degree ! Be blessed my Bro’!

When it comes to me I am still busy here with the topics of my previous letters. I found out – the more I am imagining and thinking about the still-point of our hearts – that this is really something so much worth to keep on thinking about. One thing I am certain of is that it is my way of inner growing and anchoring the huge incoming flux of light and its high frequency of vibration into me.

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Brother Dave’s Responding to my Letters Nos. 2/3 from “The Isle of I”



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My beloved sister Mary,

So much has been taking place within me the past few days. Your letters seem to have opened up a fountain of inspiration. I don’t seem to have anything specific to comment about your last two letters, but instead found myself writing to all people in a way that I believe is consistent with your sharings. Though the words are different, I feel that the spirit the essence is the same. Here then is what I have written from the depths of my spirit and with the love of my heart.

https://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2013/07/27/dont-judge-dont-fear-dont-classify-just-let-your-love-light-shine/

Blessings and love always.

David


					

Letters from the “Isle of I” No.3 The “In-between Gap”


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As these letters are all tagged with “Ideas/Thoughts” and “Letters from my Isle” so it will be easy to find them again here.

Dear Dave,

this letter will deal with some complicated matter at least in my eyes – and the Question Mark behind eveyrthing will grow even more and more.

I’ve read the article of Lucas ( also posted here) once again and again and all his explanations about the Time of Now –  is so well written in a sort of sophisticated and also scientific way that I cannot do otherwise but having to admire his structural thinking and argumenting.

He states we all are – moving in the Time of Now on our ascension road and having arrived in some field or space which he calls  “The Inbetween”  in which everything is constant and simultaneously not constant but variable and being in the flux.

He continues : “
Things come back to center to play as One, in being polarity without being polarity.

I’ve been told that higher realms above the 5th will no longer  know any polarity –  and this might have been in Lucas’ mind when forming this above phrase.

If I understand him right he has come also to some alike conclusion at which I arrived too.  The above cited phrase –  so it appears to me – is hinting at some greater construct of balance building up once this old 3-D-Matrix has been left for good.
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Welldid’ya-eva ? “Letters from my Isle of I” No.1


“Letters from my Isle of I” No.1

Welldid’ya eva ?

Dear Brother Dave,

Here on the “Isle of I” – remote and separate from the rest of old worlds – I am writing you this letter since I want to tell and share with you what is happening over here …

This is my first attempt to reach you and I am inviting my spiritual guide Hatonn here as well as calling for the Angelic assistance of the AAs of Micha-el. Rapha-el, and Gabri-el/elle.

Since we are living in this marvellous and miraculous Time of Change (we all being prepared for Ascension into higher dimensional realms by heavenly decree) it goes without saying that this also is the peculiar time for us to marvel at and experience miraculous matters which are completely new to us as well.

Did you ever – on waking up – find in your bed a Word ? I did so …. I saw it and sensed it already after each lap of sleep in the night before and always took great care not to touch it with any part of my physical body. Funny, it appeared to me just as the very normal matter which I may experience in my day-to-day-life.

There it was – dark and growing all through the night: “battle”  with one big gloomy dark eye in its center. Who had put it down here just below my right knee ? Continue reading

Introduction to: “Letters from my Isle of I” by (Contra)Mary


Introduction and some Explanation what these Letters will be about

This is some sort of introduction to what I call my new project. It is titled “Letters from my Isle of I” and as described above it will entail letters from me to my Brother Dave in which I want to express all what is happening to me at this weird and miraculous TIME of Zeropoint and Now.

Used all our life and mine too each one of us humans living under the matrix of 3-D and experience duality at its best and its worst it appears to me that I have lived so far until now
on a little isle of my own I – separated from anybody else – and being taught all my life to mind my own Ego and dedicated all my care for it.

Often I was called a silly girl in my childhood as I neglected all these ways of caring solely for my Ego and none whoever I turned to offering my vast amount of love inside me was in a position to understand this desire of mine. I so often felt like somebody wandering about with my hands and arms outstretched and full of this inside-love of mine and nobody was in the least interested to share it with me or take part of my load off me….

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