This still belongs to Karma-Balancing of us two ………..
A very old song of my heart …. rising to the surface of this Time of Now
Old Incarnation teaching – reaching up to us Now
There is a gentle wind grown from afar
trying to tell a story of my life which has gone a time
– from some other life ….not accounted in this our way –
with all the pain and trueful emotions … long forgotten – never believed any more-
There was a love and so much abused – it went so badly in its sense… and now –
I sense its burden gravely – it seems to to come to life again
and I feel the full impact of love – again – and it is besides my real incarnation now –
but despite of coming to life again – I feel the gross impact of love raising in my inner heart
and I welcome this old gone love again …. and my heart starts trembling with its vibration from a foregone life ….
despite everyting – it does not belong to this incarnation,
it does not belong to any karma of now,
I accept the accountability of old activities of mine,
so I want to balance all out what we ‘ve done wrong.
I am crying – as this is felt so strong as if it was just yesterday,
years of this life passed by and I am considered to be old –
far beyond of all the love I endured and lived out so much …
and yet it is too much – to believe – to yearn for to retrieve it again
I want to hold you – see your face – kiss your eyes and be with you
this goes deep down to our loving hearts – to retrieve again – and to feel the
very full impact of this love – is all I want and fulfill my essence of “I Am”
I call upon the mighty powers of all beyond this earthened Kingdom –
I call upon the mighty powers in the Angelic Realm –
to guide and help me to transform this wave of love
of karmic essence to something like golden light in my inner self
to heal all wounds and hurts of foregone lives ….
I want to forgive and forgive myself at very first –
I want to love again and find my peace of hearted inner mind –
I want to free myself of all this burden –
and want to go foreward with all of you
with freed minds and hearts liberated by my very self !
To become a fully merged New Being of myself with You !