A Brief Message re: Lack of Activity here.


Rain Forest Path

Dear friends,

It has been a while since I or Contramary (Eva Maria) have posted.  Eva grew quite ill and is still recovering but doing much better.  I suspect she will be sharing again before we know it.   I myself have been involved in “family affairs” as we had to place our Elderly Aunt in a nursing memory care center.  I and my brother were no longer able to see to all her needs.   I had been her caregiver much of the time for the past 4 years.   Likewise we have another brother whose dementia and health is worsening.  His daughter had been trying to care for him, while going through a divorce and raising a 2 year old.   We are working to get him into a very good Veteran’s center where he can live comfortably, get consistent meals, help with his medicines and have a real social life. As a 100% disabled combat veteran most of his expenses are paid in full there.   In the meantime his daughter needs to find better and full-time work and be able to focus on her son and life as well.   I in turn have had to take over management of his financial affairs and other matters.   Not sure I am up to it, but the responsibility fell to me so must do the best I can.  Just a lot of problems to unravel then things will be better.   No regrets, we just all must move forward

So it has been challenging times.  I hope to be writing again this weekend, once some other matters are cleared up.   Uriel and other angels have been gently prodding me to share some thoughts recently.   You may know how that goes, if you ignore them the prodding becomes a little less gentle.  (laughing).

So soon you will see new and fresh activity here.

Love, light, joy and peace – David.

Abschliessender Erlebnisbericht über meine Wochen, die ich in der Schön-Reha-Klinik in Eilbek verbracht habe.


Abschliessender Erlebnisbericht über meine Wochen, die ich in der Schön-Reha-Klinik in Eilbek verbracht habe.

Vorwort

Die Alster in Hamburg und hauptsächlich die Aussenalster wird gespeist von vielen kleinen Flüßchen und Bächen, die durch die Gemeinden der Hamburgger Vororte im Norden, Osten dem “Grossen Teich der Stadt Hamburg” entgegeneilen und sich mit ihr vermischen.
Eins davon ist die Wandse – die in ihrem letzten und überaus geliebten Teil “Eilbek” von den anliegenden Anwohnern geheissen wurde.
In Wikipedia steht über Eilbek folgendes:
“Genereller Verlauf
Die Wandse entspringt westlich der Ortschaft Siek im Kreis Stormarn in Schleswig-Holstein und mündet im Zentrum Hamburgs in die Alster. Dabei nimmt sie im Höltigbaum die Braaker Au, im Stellmoorer Tunneltal den Stellmoorer Quellfluss, in Rahlstedt die Stellau, in Farmsen die Berner Au und in Tonndorf die Rahlau auf. Ab dem Mühlenteich in Wandsbek wird sie Eilbek genannt und fließt über den Eilbekkanal, den Kuhmühlenteich und den Mundsburger Kanal in Hohenfelde in die Außenalster. “
und weiter:
“Eilbek
Wehr des Mühlenteichs unter der Mühlenstraße
Westlich des Wehrs des Mühlenteichs in Wandsbek trägt der Fluss den Namen Eilbek. Hier verlief die ehemalige Grenze zwischen Hamburg und Wandsbek (von wande = „Grenze“). Der Name Eilbek leitet sich ab aus Ylenbeke, dem Bach der Ihlen, der Blutegel, die hier bis Ende des 19. Jahrhunderts zur Verwendung für medizinische Zwecke gefangen wurden.[1]
(Siehe auch Entstehung des “Eilbeker Krankanhauses mit Bauten von Fritz Schumacher (mit einer der erten moderne Irrtenanstalt in Friedrichsberg, die nicht mehr Patientn nur einfach wegeschlossen hat.t.)

Das ist die Landschaft, in der die heutige “Schön-Klinik” steht und so wunderbar sich dort einfugt, über die ich hier meine Erlebenisse aufschreibe. Es wird dies wohl ein sog. “Erlebnisbericht” oder eine “Geschichte werden,, die das Leben selbst schrieb mit der Hilfe von vielen Mitwirkenden und so die letzten Wochen meines bisher doch so ereignisreichen Lebens von 80 Jahren bestätigte.
Damich möchte ich meinen Dank abtragen, mit allem, was mir an Kräften, Talenten und Gdanken zuträglich ist an die Menschen, die mir bis heute weitergeholfen haben zu dem Augenblick, wo ich hier wieder zu Hause vor meinem PC sitze und alles nochmals übrdenke.
Ich hoffe, damit allen nachfolgnden Patienten in dieser Klinik auch auch eine weitere Hilfestellung geboten und meinen Teil mit dazu beigetragen zu haben, dass auch sie diese schwere Zeit glücklich überstehen. So trage ich mich hier in die Reihe derer mit ein, die dieses Klinikum zu einem so großen Erfolg werden lassen.
Dank Euch Allen … und weiter so in gleichem Sinne !

Dabei und während dieser Zeit dort – fast drei Wochen – kam mir so vieles in den Sinn in den vielen Stunden, in denen ich nicht schlafen konnte …. unter anderem Texte von Gedichten und Versen von Liedern… die in meinem Lebens bisher eine so grosse Rolle gespielt haben. Und u.a. auch das Lied von Matthias Claudius, dem überall in der Literaturwelt bekannten “Wandsbeker Boten” !
Mir fiel die verblüffende Ähnlichkeit des Textes mit dem Konzept der Schön-Klinik auf, und wie dieeses letztere so wundervoll umgesetzt wird von dem Pflegepersonal und allen. die hier herum die Geschicke diesess Reha-Klinikums leiten.

Ich verfiel ins Grübeln und kam zum Schluss, dieses als meine eigenen Danksagung hier abzustatten und auszuarbeiten, da ich keinerlei schriftliches Zeugnis meiner Bewertung bei meinem Fortgang abgeben konnte.

Und das ist es nun hier : ! Und damit auch das Ende meines Vorwortes zu dieser Art von Projekt,das all meine Gedanken und Überlegungen über diese Reha-Klinik enthält.

Ende des ersten Teiles ……..
2.Teil
Die Fahrt mit dem Notarztwagen (Ambulance) zur Asklepios-Klinik in Hamburg Barmbek.
Seit April 2011 bemühe ich mich mit all meinen <kräften – zuerst per Laptop – dann per stationary PC, mich mit dem Internet bekanntzumachen. Habe auch einen Blog “http:// Illuminations Now” zusammen mit einem amererikanischen CoAuthor in Denver.
Seit einigen Wochen im Juni ging es mir nicht mehr so gut … hatte oft Hetrzschmerzen und Atemnot nachts. Da es sich immer mehr verschlechterte … habe ich Sachen zusammengepackt und am 04.07.2014 über eine Nachbarin die Ambulance mich abholen lassen – nicht ohne vorher meiner Tochter Bescheid zu sagen .

In der Klinik wurde mir ein Herztinfarkt bestätigt und später nach den ersten Behandlungen dann noch ein kräftiges Paket Zucker von fast 600 …. !
Bei der sofortigen “Katheder-Operation linksseitig” soll ich während der Behandlung alles von mir gerissen haben… so wachte ich dann erst um 5.00 Uhr morgens am nächsten Tag auf, nachdem ich s. ca. 12-00 mittags in den OP- am Vortage geschoben wurde
Die nächsten Tage waren weniger schön – und dann wurde ich am folgenden Freitag in die Reha-Schön-Klinik Eilbek verlegt, wo mir alle erdenkbare Hilfe und Pflege zuteil wurde.
Ja, was soll ich da noch viel schreiben ? Mein Gehirnkasten ist immer noch ziemlich durcheinnder und ich habe viel vergessen von dem, was mich mein Leben lang begleitet hat.

Schöne 2-Bett-Zimmer mit allen Ahnnehmlichkeiten – jedes mit eigner Dusche und WC. Und dann wiesete es um uns herum voll Pflegerpersonal …. ein buntes Gemisch von verschiedenen Menschentypen mit viel Lachen und Freundlichkeit. Oder soll ich von der etwas herben Art aber so menschenfreundlichen Art der Ärztin sprechen, die immer ein rechtes Wort am richtigen Fleck fallen lassen konnte?
Da war dieser Pfleger, der immer so lustig und schnell war. Ein andererer hatte immer einen “Joke” auf den Lippen und viel Verständnis für jeden Spaß und lustigen Scherz. Alle zusammen – angefangen vom Pflegerpersonal zeichneten sich durch eine grossen Zusammenhalt aus, der sich bis zum Bedienungs- und Reinigungspersonal mit Freundlichkeit auszeichnete, Es war wie gesagt: “ein grosses Team”!
Die Mannschaft der so gelenkigen Rollstuhlbeweger, die uns täglich zu unseren Übungsstätten in diversen Stockwerken windeseilig rollte – ich nannte sie immer bei mir:”Dierasenden Ottos” in ihrer Artistik der Bewgungen.
Da waren die “nimmermüden – scheinenden Nachtschwestern”, die in meinen schlaflosen Nächten immer gleich zur Stelle waren und sich meine Klagen geduldig anhörten. Ich hatte heftige Schlafstörungen nachts und konnte mich nicht hinlegen, weil mir dann immer so übel wurde. So sass ich manche Nacht auf dem Bettrand oder im Stuhl am Tisch und versuchte, so gut es ging, die Nacht zu überstehen. Das habe ich beinahe 3 Wochen durchexerziert und nur in den letzten 3 Nächten dort habe ich zur Freude aller schlafen können. Aber es war schon ziemlich hart – und am Tage habe ich dann am Tisch dort unten vor dem Zentral-Kommando-Arbeitszenter oft gesessen .. es war dort wie eine At Kreuzgang, wo sich die Hauptstrassen zweier verschiedener Laufwege trafen. Wie oft bin ich den langen Gang von unserem Krankenzimmer entlanggewandert mit einem kleionen Gehwagen, um “im Training” zu bleiben ! Später, als ich mich doch für das etwas teurre Modell des Gehwagens entschieden hatte, habe ich mich immer wieder an diesem Modell erfreut und dort auf dem Sessel gesessen und meine Füsse auf den Sitz des Gehwagens gelegt und meditiert. Sehr oft bin ich dabei eingenickt und habe ein paar “Schläferchen” gemacht. Auch konnte man da mit den Vorüber-Geschehen einige Worte-wechseln und somit ein bißchen Kommunikation austauschen und Freundlichkeiten.

3. Teil.
Undann war da ein noch ziemlich junger Pfleger, der mich in seinem Gang immer an einen grossen tqpsigen Bär erinnerte. Er hatte dann auch einmal Nachtdienst und ich wachte morgens eines Tagesauf, feststellend, dass ich es wieder einmal vollbracht hatte, alles von meinem Nachttisch herunterzureissen und auf dem Fussboden zu verstreuen. Das Zimmer sah wie ein Schlachtfeld aus und ich hatte auch wohl in die Betten uriniert….. Ganz schwach erinnerte ich mich, dass in der Nacht dieser Pflegerr immer etwas vor meinen Mund gehalten hatte und mit strenger unnachgiebiger Stimme mir befohlen hatte, zu trinken. Ich bin dann für eine Weile dieser Stimmer gefolgt und wusste irgendwie, dass er Lebenswasser aus irgendwelchen Körperhöhlen aus mir geschöpft hatte, die ich gehorwsam austrank auf sein Geheiß. Die ganz Zeit über wusste ich mit einer Gewissheit, dass er damit mein Leben wieder mit meinem eignen”Lebenswasser” in Gang brachte.

Er muss irgendwie gerufen worden sein von meiner Himmernachbarin und im Bruchteil einer Sekunde von seinem Herzen aus entschieden haben, mir in meinem Kampf ums Leben beizustehen und mir mit seinen eigenen Lebens- und Heilkräftern zu helfenkräften zu helfen. Diese Entscheidung in eines Menschen Leben war für mich als “nächsten Nachbarn so wichtig und ich sehe das als einen echten Akt der Nächstenliebe an – Kommen, sehen, entheiden mit dem eigenen Herzen und helfen !

Am nächsten Tag erinnerte ich mich an das Lied von Matthias Claudius und fand heraus, dass es das bisher fehlende geistigeBindeglied zur Errichtung dieser Reha-Klnikin meinen Gedanken darstellte.
In einem späteren Gespräch mit diesem Pfleger fragte ich ihn, ob er wüsste, was er mir damals Gutes angetnt habe. Seine Antwort war, dass er das wohl wüsste und ich ihm darauf sagte, dass er das Zeug zu einem großen Heirler hätte und das vielleicht seine Berufuung wäre, die er aufmerksam weiter verfolgen sollte. Denn wer wem eeinmal gelungen wäre, einen andereen Menschen dem Tod zu entwinden, wer sagt es denn, dass er es nicht wieder tun könnte ?
Das sind so die Menschen in der Schön-Klinik, die sich dort zusammengefunden haben – ganz zu schweigen, von den eifrigen und geduldigen vielen Psychologen und Ergotherapeuten und -beratern, die dort auch ihrenm Dienst am Menschen tun. Dabei erhielt ich auch die erste Massage meines Lebens, die ich unteer den magischen Händen der ukrainischen Massagistin so sehr genoss.

Ich bin der Ansicht, dass aus dieser Reh-Klnik sehr wohl eine Kaderschmiede von fundiert ausgebildeten hoch qualifizierten Fachkräften entstehen könnte, die dann in alle Welt hinausgschickt werden, um unter den Worten des Liedes von Mathias Claudius ihr heilendes Werk zu vollbringen ……. ” und unseren kranken Nachbarn auch …….!”

Hamburg, den 13. August, 2014

Nachwort:
So, das is nun das, was ich versprochen habe… einen Bericht zu schreiben … einen wahren Erlebenisbericht über meine Eindrücke in der Reha–Schön-Klinik von Eilbek, wobei nicht vorauszusehen war, dass ich auf dabei das bisher fehlende geistige Bindeglied zu dem schönen Abendlied “Der Mond ist aufgegangen …” zutage getreten bin.

“Seht Ihr den Mond dort stehen ?
Er ist nur halb zu sehen und ist doch rund und schön – so
So sind auch manche Sachen, die wir getrost belachen, weil unsere Augen sie nicht seh’n !”

Es ist dieses Lied, von Matthias Claudius gedichtet und sofort wie ein Volkslied vom Volks rings umher aufgenommen worden, weil die Masse des “einfachen Volkes” immer sofort ein Gefühl  entwickelt für die einigen – unveränderlichen Wahrheiten Unseres Gottvaters im Universum hat – wobei es ganz egal sein lässt, mit welchen unterschiedlichen “Gottes-Firlesfanzes einer menschlichen Religion”  eine dieser Grundlegenden Wahrheiten vom Menschn erdacht worden ist.

Es ist egal und sollte darum auch in dieser Hilfestellung über alle Welt hin an jeden Erdenbewohner weiter verteilt werden – als kleines Telegramm der Liebe unseres Schöpfers uns Menschen.

Eva Maria Holstein an die Klinikleitung der Schön-Klinik in Hamburg- Eilbek a13.08.2014.

P.S. Glaubt nicht, dass meine Schlaflosikeit sich jezt nun inzwischen gelegt hätte. ich bin immer noch schlaflos und sitze dann jetzt hier nachts vor dem P.S. und scheibe zB. hier
jetzt diesen Artikel oder mache die in der Rehq-Knilik gemalten Bilder und Collagen aussellungsreif.
…. und in diesem Sinne : Schalom, Frieden, Pace, Peace usw… auf dass sich die Menschheit weiter auf diesem hier begonnenen Weg treffe und dem göttlichen geistigen Vorbild mehr und mehr entspräche mit der Zeit ! Das wäre auch im Sinne von Matthias Claudius und dem sich jetzt anbahnenden “Goldenen Zeutalter”, von dem so viel gesprochen und geschrieben wird !

Während all dieser Zeit und um mich von meiner Schlaflosigkeit abzulenken, habe ich mich bemüht, sog . “Herzgeschichten” ( wie ich sie nannte ) aus mir herauszubringen und zu malen, über die Beweglichkeit und Verschiedenheit des menschlichen Herzens an sich. Damit ist es mir gelungen, der quälenden Troslosigkeit meines schlaflosen Zusandes zu entkommen. Die habe ich nun auch noch dazugetan zu diesem Bericht als weiteres Berweismaterial für eines der größten göttlichen Geschenke Gottes an die Menschen füreinander.

… und ich habe noch ein paar weitere Geschichten dazu gemalt in den kommenden dann schlaflosen Nächten dann zu Hause und damit das ganze Projekt dann mit der letzten Zeichnung einer “Hommage an unseren Vater und Schöpfer dazugetan – mein spezieller Dank an ihn für alle seine Mühe und Hilfe in diesen Tagen der Veränderung !

Danke lieber Vater … und das sollten wir nie vergessen !

Frieden – Shalom, Peace, Pace ! Dona nobis Pacem “

 

Salusa via Mike Quinsey, August 15, 2014


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SacredSaLuSa: Channeled by Mike Quinsey. August 15, 2014. http://www.treeofthegoldenlight.com

We are continually working to minimise the effects of attempts by the dark Ones to greatly eliminate your population. It has been part of their long-term plan, and their ways of doing so are by the introduction of disease and other methods by which they can slowly reduce your numbers. However, for a long period of time we have used our ability and superior knowledge to combat them.

So you will understand, Dear Ones, that we are preventing a catastrophe thereby allowing you to continue your good work in spreading the Light. So do not be fearful of the dark Ones as their powers are now very limited, as for karmic reasons we must allow them to exercise a certain amount of freewill.

Be assured that whatever adverse actions are happening in your world, it is only the final period in which karma is being played out. What appears outwardly tends to create a more fearful situation than actually exists, whereas they will be short-lived and continually monitored by us. Always bear in mind that, in the not too distant future, you will rise up and enjoy total peace and be free from the attention of the dark Ones.

You are well on the way to establishing a new era of peace, and we thank all of those who have dedicated their lives to bringing it about. We do our part to assist you and guide you where help is needed. We also guard you against interference, although there are times when we have to allow you to be tested.

You are the pioneers of a New Age and we admire your dedication to your tasks. Soon you will have direct contact with us and, when circumstances permit, we will come openly into your midst. It is not that we do not already have contact with you, as we can influence your actions and when you are out of the body during your sleep time.

We often meet with you but to avoid distracting you from your life plan, on most occasions you leave us with no waking memory of it. It is why you often wake refreshed and at ease without realising the reason for it. You can contact us simply by sending us your thoughts, but do not necessarily expect an immediate response. We cannot always grant your wishes, and even then our response may be different to what you expect.

At all levels on Earth, work proceeds that is leading to your release from the dark Ones, who are already weakened by the break-up of their contacts and diminishing resources. They are however still able to interfere with your work but not to the extent that they have done in the past.

However, please do not waste your energy by focusing too much on their activities as we have all matters under control. We do however hasten to add that we cannot always go as far as we would wish. Be assured that from our point of view all still proceeds well, and nothing will be allowed to alter the planned outcome. Within a few years we see the possibility of major changes, which will carry mankind forward to start a new period in your lives.

Have you ever wondered why sometimes a group of people can be present when an ET Spacecraft uncloaks, and yet not everyone can see it? The most likely reason is that the observers are at different levels of vibration. If theirs is not high enough, the eye sensors cannot pick up the objects, and for similar reasons not all people can see ghostly apparitions.

The additional drawback of having a low vibration is that it represents a barrier to receiving all kinds of impressions that you might otherwise receive. As time progresses and the vibrations continue to rise, more and more people will awaken to their potential until Ascension takes place, when all shall share a higher degree of sensitivity. These are only a few of the changes that are taking place that in the long term will see Man become a Galactic Being of immense power and abilities.

So, Dear Ones, you have a marvellous future ahead of you that will be most enjoyable and exciting as you follow your own choice of evolution. Already some of you are feeling the changes that are taking place, and there is no doubt in your minds that major changes are afoot.

We reiterate that these are times when there is going to be a parting of the ways, and only those who have sufficiently raised their vibrations will rise up. Be assured that every soul has been given the same opportunities to evolve at whatever pace they choose. Some prefer a slow deliberate approach, whilst others are prepared to take on a challenge that will speed them forward. However, there are always Guides on hand to give you advice based on what they know about you.

As you can imagine, many souls are active where you are concerned, and although it may seem that you are often alone you are in fact always accompanied on your travels. If you remember to acknowledge your unseen helpers and share your thoughts with them, they are more likely to be able to assist you. All is for your experience and bear in mind that you will have had lives on both sides of the line.

It is therefore essential that you allow others their choice of experience, as all is chosen with your spiritual evolution in mind. Furthermore, do not stand in judgment of others, as you will not know their reasons for the choices they have made. Just bear in mind that every soul is concerned with making spiritual progress, and it requires experience of both the positive and negative aspects of life. You are all involved in similar experiences that are part of your life plans, and as nothing happens by chance take your opportunities to evolve very seriously.

I am SaLuSa from Sirius, and assure you that you are actively involved in your life plan, so that where options exist you can often choose which one you take. When incarnating you can for example choose which family to join, although these are selected for you as giving the opportunities you need to evolve.

Some of you will find this hard to believe, but bear in mind that before you incarnate you are aware of the lessons you need to learn. You are beautiful souls evolving to a higher level, and much love goes with you at all times.

Thank you SaLuSa

Mike Quinsey

 

Reflections on the Realm of Spirit – Chapter 8 of this Project – Fractals of Time in some changing Matrix


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This is my first attempt to write down in some like and proper orderstructure … all my thoughts which I found out in personql experiences during th last week. In the final stage I came to my mind and heart that this also reflects some kind of mirror for the time which is around us and changing to becoming quite new under a new matrix.
The remainding rest of this essay will follow in due course later when all thse new ideas will have been downloaded and channeled properly first by my inner heart.

Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit.
Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experiences..

Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.= Translation =
I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article.
Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”?

Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here.
It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends.
This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”.
Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience).

Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.
I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article.
Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”?

Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here.
It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends.
This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”.
Till then …………. see you later Alligator … !!!

This is the last part :

Chaoter 8 of my Reflections on the Realm of Spirit
Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit.
Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience).

Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.
I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article.
Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”?

Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here.
It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends.
This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”.
Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience).

Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.
I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article.
Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”?

Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here.
It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends.
This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”.
Till then ……….
Part 2
When I was in the Rehabilitation Clini getting a bit better after some days …. I fond out to my breat surprise that sleeping in the night wasa pretty awful mess. I would but I ouldn’t and after pestering all the night nurses and the doctor too for seeping pills …. I still had to find out that it proved to be barely impossible to sleep more than 2 – 3 hours in the night. Whenever I tried to lay down my head … I got dizzy and evil-feelings … so I spent most parts of the nights at the small table in a chair in our room or sitting on the bed-brim and looking with sleepless darkfllowered eyes at the night nurses who could not give me any heilping hand in this case. -the dosis of sleepy pills was enlarged and nobody understood why the effect ceased to appear. I too – never understood – why it was so and else.
I took up a habit of wanderung along the long hallway and cooridoors of the clinik in our part of it walking with my walking stick first and later with the little trolley that we were given by the clinik. I went late in the evening and sometimes several times in the night up to the turning point and corner of the corridoors just before what I called the “CommandoCentre of the nursing personnell” where a small table was placed with two chairs. There everybnody visiting our part of House 6 had to pass there — it was a little bit entertainment too there. There I found out … all of a sudden …. wnen I sat there and dozed off many s time with my head falling off … that afterwards after such ordeals of “let us say “minute or second-naps” I felt quite refreshed again so as if I had recaptured some mission sleep in these short naps. I felt much better in the mordning after breakfast and medicaments given … and to get away from my lacking sleep I started painting with water colours, coloured pencils and pastel oil chalks which my granddauther had brought me into the hopital. So I spen6 most of the days there was so relieved that this occupation just was fine to keep my thoughts off my tiredmess. I painted and made some minor “collages” out of blots from newspapers and with the time spent there in Eilbeck I did more than 10-12 paintints.

I did everything which I could connect to the “Human Heart” ..everything I thought I went through myself … as my heart has suffered from my very own life so much and being stuff3ee up to th3 brim 2i5h sugar … an illness called DIABETES:

I started to watch myself and my surroundings very closely. “So, there was something about these shor5 moments of meditation or experience of being near sleep in the morning !” These lapse of time since about 6.00 o’Clock a.m…. there was some magice about them ! I started my day from now on earlier with using the shower and getting dressed a bit better … then when down the hallway to the kitchen and asked for half a cup of coffee… and they were very nice and kind. Then I sat down there at that “Busy Corner” and had my half a cup of coffee. It was delicious ! Thereby I freqently dozed off with my head falling of its brim for minutes and thus I could catch some more sleep so mch needed. They all knew about this my very ailing. and gave me some friendly word and smile. Some of the Nurses even cam at the final of their duty and took me into their arms. It was such a good feeling!
When I was dismissed from reha- hospital there were many people which I regarded as very kind friends and bid fare-well.

Later – which is the moment of Now – when I thought about this kind of sleeplessness – as I heard from more friends that they had gone through same lapses of sleeplessness like me ….. it occured to me that this could also could have a differeent reason and cause. We were told that the old time of the Ddualitty-Matrix would have to be transformed in their qulities too and change from Lenearity to something completely new – never have experienced before.
In my introductory parts of this projec6 I had ascertained that time was one of the vitl factors in the strucute all-over the realm of spirit. It was the according to Marc Gamma – the vital shaft through which we could moove all over the Relm of Spirit …. and fractals are the very first beginnings of the “Chaotic – Development” … why could not these very few moments of catching up of sleep when sitting there at my “Speakers’ Corner at the Dept. 6″ these fractals of time reducing itself to something new structure ? I still, I am on the “Watch-Tower” here at home again – These moments are still on and they are being reduced more and more from day to day ….. I tried to deal and treat tis kind of periods never again as liear time periods like earlier …. but like something differeent evolving itself now from the former type of time…..

Part 3
I am trying to notify all of you of how I have managed to get over these “Free-breaks-of-time” once I have slept my two to three hours in the night … I get up afteerwards and try to make me busy untiol it is morning … either write an artikcle or paint something …..So I have processed all my paintings of the the recent weeks at hospital …. glued it on to some while sheets of paper and started to write down draft which I want to send to the management of the clinik as ny specific thanks for all that care that was given to me there.

And this belongs to m thankfulness too …. as I found out that all our sleeplessness was not an dinividual one solely but a sort of idelologic mixture of balancing out our own life and coming to order with the new transforming time for the New Golden Age !

Cheerio ! and all the Best to you who experienced that kind of sleeplessnesss too …. try to treat this from starting at a different angle ! to acquiring qualifications and
Love and Responsibility from Evamaria=Contramary=Havah to all of you !

This will be one of the new qualities of the transformed time of the coming realms of spirit …. “goiind from linearity and mass-muches” to acquiring short-term qualitfications of a very new sort !

This is my first attempt to write down in some like and proper orderstructure … all my thoughts which I found out in personql experiences during th last week. In the final stage I came to my mind and heart that this also reflects some kind of mirror for the time which is around us and changing to becoming quite new under a new matrix. The remainding rest of this essay will follow in due course later when all thse new ideas will have been downloaded and channeled properly first by my inner heart. Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experiences.. Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.= Translation = I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then …………. see you later Alligator … !!! This is the last part : Chaoter 8 of my Reflections on the Realm of Spirit Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ………. Part 2 When I was in the Rehabilitation Clini getting a bit better after some days …. I fond out to my breat surprise that sleeping in the night wasa pretty awful mess. I would but I ouldn’t and after pestering all the night nurses and the doctor too for seeping pills …. I still had to find out that it proved to be barely impossible to sleep more than 2 – 3 hours in the night. Whenever I tried to lay down my head … I got dizzy and evil-feelings … so I spent most parts of the nights at the small table in a chair in our room or sitting on the bed-brim and looking with sleepless darkfllowered eyes at the night nurses who could not give me any heilping hand in this case. -the dosis of sleepy pills was enlarged and nobody understood why the effect ceased to appear. I too – never understood – why it was so and else. I took up a habit of wanderung along the long hallway and cooridoors of the clinik in our part of it walking with my walking stick first and later with the little trolley that we were given by the clinik. I went late in the evening and sometimes several times in the night up to the turning point and corner of the corridoors just before what I called the “CommandoCentre of the nursing personnell” where a small table was placed with two chairs. There everybnody visiting our part of House 6 had to pass there — it was a little bit entertainment too there. There I found out … all of a sudden …. wnen I sat there and dozed off many s time with my head falling off … that afterwards after such ordeals of “let us say “minute or second-naps” I felt quite refreshed again so as if I had recaptured some mission sleep in these short naps. I felt much better in the mordning after breakfast and medicaments given … and to get away from my lacking sleep I started painting with water colours, coloured pencils and pastel oil chalks which my granddauther had brought me into the hopital. So I spen6 most of the days there was so relieved that this occupation just was fine to keep my thoughts off my tiredmess. I painted and made some minor “collages” out of blots from newspapers and with the time spent there in Eilbeck I did more than 10-12 paintints. I did everything which I could connect to the “Human Heart” ..everything I thought I went through myself … as my heart has suffered from my very own life so much and being stuff3ee up to th3 brim 2i5h sugar … an illness called DIABETES: I started to watch myself and my surroundings very closely. “So, there was something about these shor5 moments of meditation or experience of being near sleep in the morning !” These lapse of time since about 6.00 o’Clock a.m…. there was some magice about them ! I started my day from now on earlier with using the shower and getting dressed a bit better … then when down the hallway to the kitchen and asked for half a cup of coffee… and they were very nice and kind. Then I sat down there at that “Busy Corner” and had my half a cup of coffee. It was delicious ! Thereby I freqently dozed off with my head falling of its brim for minutes and thus I could catch some more sleep so mch needed. They all knew about this my very ailing. and gave me some friendly word and smile. Some of the Nurses even cam at the final of their duty and took me into their arms. It was such a good feeling! When I was dismissed from reha- hospital there were many people which I regarded as very kind friends and bid fare-well. Later – which is the moment of Now – when I thought about this kind of sleeplessness – as I heard from more friends that they had gone through same lapses of sleeplessness like me ….. it occured to me that this could also could have a differeent reason and cause. We were told that the old time of the Ddualitty-Matrix would have to be transformed in their qulities too and change from Lenearity to something completely new – never have experienced before. In my introductory parts of this projec6 I had ascertained that time was one of the vitl factors in the strucute all-over the realm of spirit. It was the according to Marc Gamma – the vital shaft through which we could moove all over the Relm of Spirit …. and fractals are the very first beginnings of the “Chaotic – Development” … why could not these very few moments of catching up of sleep when sitting there at my “Speakers’ Corner at the Dept. 6″ these fractals of time reducing itself to something new structure ? I still, I am on the “Watch-Tower” here at home again – These moments are still on and they are being reduced more and more from day to day ….. I tried to deal and treat tis kind of periods never again as liear time periods like earlier …. but like something differeent evolving itself now from the former type of time….. Part 3 I am trying to notify all of you of how I have managed to get over these “Free-breaks-of-time” once I have slept my two to three hours in the night … I get up afteerwards and try to make me busy untiol it is morning … either write an artikcle or paint something …..So I have processed all my paintings of the the recent weeks at hospital …. glued it on to some while sheets of paper and started to write down draft which I want to send to the management of the clinik as ny specific thanks for all that care that was given to me there. And this belongs to m thankfulness too …. as I found out that all our sleeplessness was not an dinividual one solely but a sort of idelologic mixture of balancing out our own life and coming to order with the new transforming time for the New Golden Age ! Cheerio ! and all the Best to you who experienced that kind of sleeplessnesss too …. try to treat this from starting at a different angle ! Love and Responsibility from Evamaria=Contramary=Havah to all of you !


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starting a new Essay about time fractals in an transforming matrix …..As it never has done before ….

This is my first attempt to write down in some like and proper orderstructure … all my thoughts which I found out in personql experiences during th last week. In the final stage I came to my mind and heart that this also reflects some kind of mirror for the time which is around us and changing to becoming quite new under a new matrix. The remainding rest of this essay will follow in due course later when all thse new ideas will have been downloaded and channeled properly first by my inner heart. Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experiences.. Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.= Translation = I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then …………. see you later Alligator … !!! This is the last part : Chaoter 8 of my Reflections on the Realm of Spirit Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ………. Part 2 When I was in the Rehabilitation Clini getting a bit better after some days …. I fond out to my breat surprise that sleeping in the night wasa pretty awful mess. I would but I ouldn’t and after pestering all the night nurses and the doctor too for seeping pills …. I still had to find out that it proved to be barely impossible to sleep more than 2 – 3 hours in the night. Whenever I tried to lay down my head … I got dizzy and evil-feelings … so I spent most parts of the nights at the small table in a chair in our room or sitting on the bed-brim and looking with sleepless darkfllowered eyes at the night nurses who could not give me any heilping hand in this case. -the dosis of sleepy pills was enlarged and nobody understood why the effect ceased to appear. I too – never understood – why it was so and else. I took up a habit of wanderung along the long hallway and cooridoors of the clinik in our part of it walking with my walking stick first and later with the little trolley that we were given by the clinik. I went late in the evening and sometimes several times in the night up to the turning point and corner of the corridoors just before what I called the “CommandoCentre of the nursing personnell” where a small table was placed with two chairs. There everybnody visiting our part of House 6 had to pass there — it was a little bit entertainment too there. There I found out … all of a sudden …. wnen I sat there and dozed off many s time with my head falling off … that afterwards after such ordeals of “let us say “minute or second-naps” I felt quite refreshed again so as if I had recaptured some mission sleep in these short naps. I felt much better in the mordning after breakfast and medicaments given … and to get away from my lacking sleep I started painting with water colours, coloured pencils and pastel oil chalks which my granddauther had brought me into the hopital. So I spen6 most of the days there was so relieved that this occupation just was fine to keep my thoughts off my tiredmess. I painted and made some minor “collages” out of blots from newspapers and with the time spent there in Eilbeck I did more than 10-12 paintints. I did everything which I could connect to the “Human Heart” ..everything I thought I went through myself … as my heart has suffered from my very own life so much and being stuff3ee up to th3 brim 2i5h sugar … an illness called DIABETES: I started to watch myself and my surroundings very closely. “So, there was something about these shor5 moments of meditation or experience of being near sleep in the morning !” These lapse of time since about 6.00 o’Clock a.m…. there was some magice about them ! I started my day from now on earlier with using the shower and getting dressed a bit better … then when down the hallway to the kitchen and asked for half a cup of coffee… and they were very nice and kind. Then I sat down there at that “Busy Corner” and had my half a cup of coffee. It was delicious ! Thereby I freqently dozed off with my head falling of its brim for minutes and thus I could catch some more sleep so mch needed. They all knew about this my very ailing. and gave me some friendly word and smile. Some of the Nurses even cam at the final of their duty and took me into their arms. It was such a good feeling! When I was dismissed from reha- hospital there were many people which I regarded as very kind friends and bid fare-well. Later – which is the moment of Now – when I thought about this kind of sleeplessness – as I heard from more friends that they had gone through same lapses of sleeplessness like me ….. it occured to me that this could also could have a differeent reason and cause. We were told that the old time of the Ddualitty-Matrix would have to be transformed in their qulities too and change from Lenearity to something completely new – never have experienced before. In my introductory parts of this projec6 I had ascertained that time was one of the vitl factors in the strucute all-over the realm of spirit. It was the according to Marc Gamma – the vital shaft through which we could moove all over the Relm of Spirit …. and fractals are the very first beginnings of the “Chaotic – Development” … why could not these very few moments of catching up of sleep when sitting there at my “Speakers’ Corner at the Dept. 6″ these fractals of time reducing itself to something new structure ? I still, I am on the “Watch-Tower” here at home again – These moments are still on and they are being reduced more and more from day to day ….. I tried to deal and treat tis kind of periods never again as liear time periods like earlier …. but like something differeent evolving itself now from the former type of time….. Part 3 I am trying to notify all of you of how I have managed to get over these “Free-breaks-of-time” once I have slept my two to three hours in the night … I get up afteerwards and try to make me busy untiol it is morning … either write an artikcle or paint something …..So I have processed all my paintings of the the recent weeks at hospital …. glued it on to some while sheets of paper and started to write down draft which I want to send to the management of the clinik as ny specific thanks for all that care that was given to me there. And this belongs to m thankfulness too …. as I found out that all our sleeplessness was not an dinividual one solely but a sort of idelologic mixture of balancing out our own life and coming to order with the new transforming time for the New Golden Age ! Cheerio ! and all the Best to you who experienced that kind of sleeplessnesss too …. try to treat this from starting at a different angle ! Love and Responsibility from Evamaria=Contramary=Havah to all of you !Draft

 

“Der Mond ist aufgegangen, die goldnen Sternlein prangen, am Himmel hell und klar ………


Abendlied (Matthias Claudius)

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Das Abendlied („Der Mond ist aufgegangen“) ist ein Gedicht von Matthias Claudius, das zu den bekanntesten Gedichten der deutschen Literatur gehört. Es wurde zum ersten Mal im Vossischen Musenalmanach veröffentlicht[1][2] und fehlte von da an in kaum einer Anthologie. Vorlage war das Gedicht aus dem Jahre 1647. Die genaue Datierung ist unklar; teilweise geht man von einer Entstehung 1778 in Wandsbeck aus, teilweise von einer früheren in Darmstadt.[3]

Das Gedicht

1. Der Mond ist aufgegangen,
Die goldnen Sternlein prangen
Am Himmel hell und klar;
Der Wald steht schwarz und schweiget,
Und aus den Wiesen steiget
Der weiße Nebel wunderbar.

2. Wie ist die Welt so stille,
Und in der Dämmrung Hülle
So traulich und so hold!
Als eine stille Kammer,
Wo ihr des Tages Jammer
Verschlafen und vergessen sollt.

3. Seht ihr den Mond dort stehen?
Er ist nur halb zu sehen,
Und ist doch rund und schön!
So sind wohl manche Sachen,
Die wir getrost belachen,
Weil unsre Augen sie nicht sehn.

4. Wir stolze Menschenkinder
Sind eitel arme Sünder
Und wissen gar nicht viel;
Wir spinnen Luftgespinste
Und suchen viele Künste
Und kommen weiter von dem Ziel.

5. Gott, laß uns dein Heil schauen,
Auf nichts Vergänglichs trauen,
Nicht Eitelkeit uns freun!
Laß uns einfältig werden
Und vor dir hier auf Erden
Wie Kinder fromm und fröhlich sein!

6. Wollst endlich sonder Grämen
Aus dieser Welt uns nehmen
Durch einen sanften Tod!
Und, wenn du uns genommen,
Laß uns in Himmel kommen,
Du unser Herr und unser Gott!

7. So legt euch denn, ihr Brüder,
In Gottes Namen nieder;
Kalt ist der Abendhauch.
Verschon uns, Gott! mit Strafen,
Und laß uns ruhig schlafen!
Und unsern kranken Nachbar auch!

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Formales

Das Gedicht besteht aus sieben Strophen, die aus jeweils zwei Terzetten zusammengesetzt sind. Das Reimschema ist dabei a-a-b-c-c-b, der jeweils dritte und sechste Vers bilden also einen Schweifreim. Das Metrum wird in der Regel als dreihebiger Jambus interpretiert, wobei der jeweils letzte Vers einer Strophe vierhebig ist. Einige Interpreten gehen jedoch davon aus, dass sämtliche Verse als vierhebig aufzufassen sind, und berufen sich dabei unter anderem auf verschiedene Vertonungen des Gedichts.[4]

Rezeption und Interpretationen

Das Gedicht hat vor allem als Volkslied enorme Berühmtheit im deutschen Sprachraum erlangt, dabei aber vor allem die erste, zweite, dritte und letzte Strophe, die anderen Strophen werden oft weggelassen. Überwiegend wurde das Lied als idyllisches Schlaflied rezipiert, mit dem nur ganz leise unheimlichen Aspekt des kalten Abendhauchs. Das Abendlied, so deutet es Winfried Freund, sei eher ein Todesgedicht, allerdings vor dem Hintergrund der Heilserwartung eines gläubigen Christen.

Die starke Rezeption des Abendlieds begann bereits kurz nach seiner Veröffentlichung. Johann Gottfried Herder nahm es als einziges zeitgenössisches Gedicht in den zweiten Teil seiner Volkslieder auf. Dabei kürzte er es jedoch um die letzten beiden Strophen, in denen der Gebetscharakter besonders deutlich wird. August Hermann Niemeyer druckte das Gedicht in seinen Sammlungen Lieder für das Volk und Gesangbuch für Schulen und Erziehungsanstalten und begründete so die Rezeption als Kirchenlied. Als Melodie gab er dabei Nun ruhen alle Wälder von Paul Gerhardt an, womit er diesen Bezug erstmals herstellte. Seine Nachdrucke waren jedoch von Claudius nicht autorisiert; er selbst autorisierte lediglich zwei Veröffentlichungen in einem säkularen Rahmen, darunter jene im Vossischen Musenalmanach.[5]

Die literarischen Qualitäten des Abendlieds waren lange umstritten. Einige Rezipienten erkannten eine kindlich-fromme Grundhaltung und lehnten das Gedicht aufgrund seiner angeblichen Naivität und Einfältigkeit ab. Ernst Wiechert lobte eine schlichte, aber handwerklich außerordentlich gelungene Ausführung und betrachtete gerade die Einfachheit als Stilmittel. Ungeachtet dieser Kontroversen kam das Abendlied schnell zu großer Popularität und fand Eingang in zahllose Anthologien und Gesangbücher. Eine wiederkehrende Frage in der Rezeptionsgeschichte ist die nach dem im Abendlied vermittelten Gottesbild. Verschiedene Interpretationen gehen dabei teilweise von aufklärerischen Grundtönen aus, teilweise auch von pietistischen oder reformatorischen, wobei eine eindeutige Zuordnung selten vorgenommen wird. Als Zeichen für fromme orthodoxe Lesarten wird dabei häufig Claudius’ eindeutig predigthafter Grundton gewertet, während bestimmte Vokabeln wie Sternlein gemeinhin dem Wortschatz des Pietismus zugeordnet werden. Auch dem Denken Martin Luthers hat sich Claudius nachweislich verbunden gefühlt. Sowohl theologische als auch literaturwissenschaftliche Interpretationen tendieren dazu, Claudius eine Unabhängigkeit von all diesen Strömungen zuzusprechen.[6]

Mit Abendlied wählt Claudius einen Gattungsbegriff als Titel, der das Gedicht in den Kontext bestimmter literarischer Traditionen stellt. Auf der einen Seite ruft der Titel das Umfeld der geistlichen Gesänge auf, auf der anderen Seite ist das Abendlied als literarische Gattung ein typisches Produkt der Reformationszeit. Typische Elemente dieser Gattung sind die Angst vor der hereinbrechenden Nacht, die Erinnerung an den zurückliegenden Tag sowie eine Form von Andacht. Anders als bei vielen Vorgängern in dieser Tradition tritt bei Claudius’ Abendlied eine reale, eigenständige Natur in Erscheinung, die nicht mehr rein metaphorisch gelesen werden kann. Auch fehlt dem Gedicht ein (gattungstypischer) grundlegender pädagogischer Unterton, dafür tritt ein fortschreitender Erkenntnisprozess auf, dem der Leser folgen kann. Claudius’ Abendlied kann so als Gedicht gelesen werden, das eine literarische Tradition aufruft, um sich gleichzeitig von ihr abzugrenzen.[7][8]

Vertonungen und Melodien

In der Vertonung von Johann Abraham Peter Schulz in der Sammlung Lieder im Volkston, bey dem Claviere zu singen aus dem Jahr 1790[9] erhielt das Abendlied einen festen Platz im deutschen Liedrepertoire. Mit dieser Melodie steht es auch im Evangelischen Gesangbuch (EG 482, mit vierstimmigem Chorsatz von Max Reger (1899)[10]), mit identischem Text und Melodie seit 2013 auch im katholischen Gotteslob (Nr. 93). In Kirchengesangbüchern fand es sich bis weit ins 20. Jahrhundert meist mit der Melodie Nun ruhen alle Wälder (Innsbruck, ich muss dich lassen, von Heinrich Isaac).

Insgesamt gibt es jedoch mehr als 70 Vertonungen. Franz Schubert vertonte es im November 1816 für Singstimme und Klavier (D 499).[11] Weitere Vertonungen stammen von Michael Haydn, Carl Orff, Johann Friedrich Reichardt, Othmar Schoeck, Pe Werner und Herbert Grönemeyer.

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Quelle: Notierung aus dem Rheinisch-Westfälischen Provinzial–Gesangbuch, 1893