This is my first attempt to write down in some like and proper orderstructure … all my thoughts which I found out in personql experiences during th last week. In the final stage I came to my mind and heart that this also reflects some kind of mirror for the time which is around us and changing to becoming quite new under a new matrix. The remainding rest of this essay will follow in due course later when all thse new ideas will have been downloaded and channeled properly first by my inner heart. Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experiences.. Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.= Translation = I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then …………. see you later Alligator … !!! This is the last part : Chaoter 8 of my Reflections on the Realm of Spirit Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ………. Part 2 When I was in the Rehabilitation Clini getting a bit better after some days …. I fond out to my breat surprise that sleeping in the night wasa pretty awful mess. I would but I ouldn’t and after pestering all the night nurses and the doctor too for seeping pills …. I still had to find out that it proved to be barely impossible to sleep more than 2 – 3 hours in the night. Whenever I tried to lay down my head … I got dizzy and evil-feelings … so I spent most parts of the nights at the small table in a chair in our room or sitting on the bed-brim and looking with sleepless darkfllowered eyes at the night nurses who could not give me any heilping hand in this case. -the dosis of sleepy pills was enlarged and nobody understood why the effect ceased to appear. I too – never understood – why it was so and else. I took up a habit of wanderung along the long hallway and cooridoors of the clinik in our part of it walking with my walking stick first and later with the little trolley that we were given by the clinik. I went late in the evening and sometimes several times in the night up to the turning point and corner of the corridoors just before what I called the “CommandoCentre of the nursing personnell” where a small table was placed with two chairs. There everybnody visiting our part of House 6 had to pass there — it was a little bit entertainment too there. There I found out … all of a sudden …. wnen I sat there and dozed off many s time with my head falling off … that afterwards after such ordeals of “let us say “minute or second-naps” I felt quite refreshed again so as if I had recaptured some mission sleep in these short naps. I felt much better in the mordning after breakfast and medicaments given … and to get away from my lacking sleep I started painting with water colours, coloured pencils and pastel oil chalks which my granddauther had brought me into the hopital. So I spen6 most of the days there was so relieved that this occupation just was fine to keep my thoughts off my tiredmess. I painted and made some minor “collages” out of blots from newspapers and with the time spent there in Eilbeck I did more than 10-12 paintints. I did everything which I could connect to the “Human Heart” ..everything I thought I went through myself … as my heart has suffered from my very own life so much and being stuff3ee up to th3 brim 2i5h sugar … an illness called DIABETES: I started to watch myself and my surroundings very closely. “So, there was something about these shor5 moments of meditation or experience of being near sleep in the morning !” These lapse of time since about 6.00 o’Clock a.m…. there was some magice about them ! I started my day from now on earlier with using the shower and getting dressed a bit better … then when down the hallway to the kitchen and asked for half a cup of coffee… and they were very nice and kind. Then I sat down there at that “Busy Corner” and had my half a cup of coffee. It was delicious ! Thereby I freqently dozed off with my head falling of its brim for minutes and thus I could catch some more sleep so mch needed. They all knew about this my very ailing. and gave me some friendly word and smile. Some of the Nurses even cam at the final of their duty and took me into their arms. It was such a good feeling! When I was dismissed from reha- hospital there were many people which I regarded as very kind friends and bid fare-well. Later – which is the moment of Now – when I thought about this kind of sleeplessness – as I heard from more friends that they had gone through same lapses of sleeplessness like me ….. it occured to me that this could also could have a differeent reason and cause. We were told that the old time of the Ddualitty-Matrix would have to be transformed in their qulities too and change from Lenearity to something completely new – never have experienced before. In my introductory parts of this projec6 I had ascertained that time was one of the vitl factors in the strucute all-over the realm of spirit. It was the according to Marc Gamma – the vital shaft through which we could moove all over the Relm of Spirit …. and fractals are the very first beginnings of the “Chaotic – Development” … why could not these very few moments of catching up of sleep when sitting there at my “Speakers’ Corner at the Dept. 6” these fractals of time reducing itself to something new structure ? I still, I am on the “Watch-Tower” here at home again – These moments are still on and they are being reduced more and more from day to day ….. I tried to deal and treat tis kind of periods never again as liear time periods like earlier …. but like something differeent evolving itself now from the former type of time….. Part 3 I am trying to notify all of you of how I have managed to get over these “Free-breaks-of-time” once I have slept my two to three hours in the night … I get up afteerwards and try to make me busy untiol it is morning … either write an artikcle or paint something …..So I have processed all my paintings of the the recent weeks at hospital …. glued it on to some while sheets of paper and started to write down draft which I want to send to the management of the clinik as ny specific thanks for all that care that was given to me there. And this belongs to m thankfulness too …. as I found out that all our sleeplessness was not an dinividual one solely but a sort of idelologic mixture of balancing out our own life and coming to order with the new transforming time for the New Golden Age ! Cheerio ! and all the Best to you who experienced that kind of sleeplessnesss too …. try to treat this from starting at a different angle ! Love and Responsibility from Evamaria=Contramary=Havah to all of you !


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This is my first attempt to write down in some like and proper orderstructure … all my thoughts which I found out in personql experiences during th last week. In the final stage I came to my mind and heart that this also reflects some kind of mirror for the time which is around us and changing to becoming quite new under a new matrix. The remainding rest of this essay will follow in due course later when all thse new ideas will have been downloaded and channeled properly first by my inner heart. Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experiences.. Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann.= Translation = I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then …………. see you later Alligator … !!! This is the last part : Chaoter 8 of my Reflections on the Realm of Spirit Teil 8 – Chapter 8 on the Reflections to the Realm of Spirit. Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall write this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ……….Some more and other Fractals of changing time-characteristics under a transforming matrix, (with Samples of personal field experience). Ich weiss nicht, ob es mir gelingt, alles dies hier so darzustelllen, dass ich etrwas von Erkenntnissn und Scllussfolgerungen in das Erkenntnisfeld der hier dies lesenden hinüberbringen kann. I do not know at this momentane point if I succeed to depict everyting here in that way so that some of my findings and consequented thoughts may soundly and safely arrive in the field of acknowledgement of those … reading this kind of article. Anway, I will take enough time in order to give proper birth tho these ideas of min. Since I was made aware that duality Matrix would undergo some deep change and with it its most valuable and powerful linearity of time … all kind of possible thoughts has tossed my mind .. how this liear time would and could be transformed in a way to something completely new becoming an entire new tool and gadget to be used of same importance for the new Matrix of “Golden Age”? Now I have found something like a trace in my very own experiences during th last weeks here. It might be that I shall writ3 this essay in various stages … so that all my thoughts will be poured out in some orderly structure to be understood and confined in a good order and still convey something very new and freh on it inner ideas and trends. This was the first part today which I think has been brought out in some lightly satisfactory way – I assueme. I shall continue with it another day in order to bring out some ripened and mature scheme which in the meantime will have gone through my other brain and mind turning out to be my heart for the “New Coming Age”. Till then ………. Part 2 When I was in the Rehabilitation Clini getting a bit better after some days …. I fond out to my breat surprise that sleeping in the night wasa pretty awful mess. I would but I ouldn’t and after pestering all the night nurses and the doctor too for seeping pills …. I still had to find out that it proved to be barely impossible to sleep more than 2 – 3 hours in the night. Whenever I tried to lay down my head … I got dizzy and evil-feelings … so I spent most parts of the nights at the small table in a chair in our room or sitting on the bed-brim and looking with sleepless darkfllowered eyes at the night nurses who could not give me any heilping hand in this case. -the dosis of sleepy pills was enlarged and nobody understood why the effect ceased to appear. I too – never understood – why it was so and else. I took up a habit of wanderung along the long hallway and cooridoors of the clinik in our part of it walking with my walking stick first and later with the little trolley that we were given by the clinik. I went late in the evening and sometimes several times in the night up to the turning point and corner of the corridoors just before what I called the “CommandoCentre of the nursing personnell” where a small table was placed with two chairs. There everybnody visiting our part of House 6 had to pass there — it was a little bit entertainment too there. There I found out … all of a sudden …. wnen I sat there and dozed off many s time with my head falling off … that afterwards after such ordeals of “let us say “minute or second-naps” I felt quite refreshed again so as if I had recaptured some mission sleep in these short naps. I felt much better in the mordning after breakfast and medicaments given … and to get away from my lacking sleep I started painting with water colours, coloured pencils and pastel oil chalks which my granddauther had brought me into the hopital. So I spen6 most of the days there was so relieved that this occupation just was fine to keep my thoughts off my tiredmess. I painted and made some minor “collages” out of blots from newspapers and with the time spent there in Eilbeck I did more than 10-12 paintints. I did everything which I could connect to the “Human Heart” ..everything I thought I went through myself … as my heart has suffered from my very own life so much and being stuff3ee up to th3 brim 2i5h sugar … an illness called DIABETES: I started to watch myself and my surroundings very closely. “So, there was something about these shor5 moments of meditation or experience of being near sleep in the morning !” These lapse of time since about 6.00 o’Clock a.m…. there was some magice about them ! I started my day from now on earlier with using the shower and getting dressed a bit better … then when down the hallway to the kitchen and asked for half a cup of coffee… and they were very nice and kind. Then I sat down there at that “Busy Corner” and had my half a cup of coffee. It was delicious ! Thereby I freqently dozed off with my head falling of its brim for minutes and thus I could catch some more sleep so mch needed. They all knew about this my very ailing. and gave me some friendly word and smile. Some of the Nurses even cam at the final of their duty and took me into their arms. It was such a good feeling! When I was dismissed from reha- hospital there were many people which I regarded as very kind friends and bid fare-well. Later – which is the moment of Now – when I thought about this kind of sleeplessness – as I heard from more friends that they had gone through same lapses of sleeplessness like me ….. it occured to me that this could also could have a differeent reason and cause. We were told that the old time of the Ddualitty-Matrix would have to be transformed in their qulities too and change from Lenearity to something completely new – never have experienced before. In my introductory parts of this projec6 I had ascertained that time was one of the vitl factors in the strucute all-over the realm of spirit. It was the according to Marc Gamma – the vital shaft through which we could moove all over the Relm of Spirit …. and fractals are the very first beginnings of the “Chaotic – Development” … why could not these very few moments of catching up of sleep when sitting there at my “Speakers’ Corner at the Dept. 6″ these fractals of time reducing itself to something new structure ? I still, I am on the “Watch-Tower” here at home again – These moments are still on and they are being reduced more and more from day to day ….. I tried to deal and treat tis kind of periods never again as liear time periods like earlier …. but like something differeent evolving itself now from the former type of time….. Part 3 I am trying to notify all of you of how I have managed to get over these “Free-breaks-of-time” once I have slept my two to three hours in the night … I get up afteerwards and try to make me busy untiol it is morning … either write an artikcle or paint something …..So I have processed all my paintings of the the recent weeks at hospital …. glued it on to some while sheets of paper and started to write down draft which I want to send to the management of the clinik as ny specific thanks for all that care that was given to me there. And this belongs to m thankfulness too …. as I found out that all our sleeplessness was not an dinividual one solely but a sort of idelologic mixture of balancing out our own life and coming to order with the new transforming time for the New Golden Age ! Cheerio ! and all the Best to you who experienced that kind of sleeplessnesss too …. try to treat this from starting at a different angle ! Love and Responsibility from Evamaria=Contramary=Havah to all of you !Draft