It has been a while since my last log in. A lot changed in this period and is still changing. I finally decided to change my life for the better, and follow my calling, no matter what. This is why many changes are expected on this web site as well. I have nothing to loose. Actually I have a lot to lose if I do not go all in..
During this months my perception opened more and more to new unexplored levels. Even my consciousness expanded, and if I look back I can clearly see and recognize that I am not the same person I was a few months ago. One year ago… that was a completely different being!
My psychic perceptions also are more attuned to the Universe and Higher realms. It happens often now, that I receive messages and guidance from the Archangels, especially during meditation. I don’t even call them, like I used to do, they arrive and they inform me of what I have to know. Also, and I am very happy for this, I found out that I have great healing abilities. My intuition is a tool that is now more accurate than ever. From this kind of things, we can see that the ascension process is real and it is happening. I AM changing my reality by changing myself. I AM bringing in my vessel my Higher Energy, in other words I AM more and more aware of who I really AM. What really is making me jump from believing to knowing, are the changes I am experiencing on myself, especially at a consciousness level. That really amazes me, and, at the same time, is a bit scary. Indeed I do not perceive separation, as I used to, between me and my Higher Self. I love to have conversations with Him. Even channeling is becoming easier, and I am more confident about it. That is why, beings asked me to spread their channeled messages. This is one of the new things I will gift you all. Usually I channel Archangel Michael, because I am very close to his energy, but now I will channel even beings form the Pleiades.
I can set boundaries between me and others, now I can say NO, and this is really a milestone for me. I am still dealing with me being an emotional sponge for others, which is not good because I do not want to experience other people crap, but I will figure it out 100%. Now I know that I can not allow people to abuse me, to use me, who is welcome in my life and field and who is not. I repeat it; this is not still healed 100% but it is truly a milestone for me.
My perception of time and space is changing as well, and concepts as time have little or no sense now. Sometimes I go like “where am I?” “What planet is this?!” The mind is sometimes, a trap, a cage, it sees limitations and separation everywhere. I have found this mantra that really helps me to get the bigger picture, and it doesn’t put my in the borders of my city, country etc. The mantra is: “I AM on planet Earth.” This really helps my perception, my mind to open, and see more. I feel my third eye expand and open when I say this. In other words it helps me realize that there is nowhere I can not go.
As I move forward, I can see that the Universe is truly conspiring in my favor, indeed I am connecting with amazing people that share my vision. I am really grateful for this and I have to say that I shouldn’t give them for granted as I do. The 3D mind is leaving, and for this reason I have experienced a period were it screamed a lot: thoughts after thoughts, useless repetitive thoughts. Even anxiety and stress. But, it is the ascension process, so I am learning how to go through this kind of things. I had an extremely dark period, were a lot of unhealed wounds began to bleed and bleed. I felt lost, hopeless and powerless, sad all the time. I didn’t see the point of being here. I almost didn’t want to live. You know, that kind of feelings you have when everything is falling apart
But now it seems that I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. Debts have been payed, and I really feel better. Not hopeless anymore. Something in me says I CAN DO IT, the warrior energy, you know. Even if I still feel a bit unconfortable with it. I want to change things for the better. I know I have a lot to heal and deal with, but things are improving. Now I am gathering the tools, healing myself and really want to go to the next level, step by step. I find peace in nature, and go around singing and dancing all the time. I really do. And I love it. That truly comes from spirit, since I have never been good at dancing or singing. Spiritual gifts! When I go around I always think, hey I am here to bring the good vibez, and so I sing, since I love it -now that I am good at it! People in the streets simile at me and they even think I am a bit crazy, which is ok. A few months ago I was singing, on my way back home. I met someone that lives in my condominium. I have NEVER see her smiling in my whole life. As I walk on the alleyway, I greet her. She then turns around because I was singing really out loud -and well- and she explodes in a laugh! Now that was surprising! I felt my heart filling with joy and gratitude for that moment and I thought “that is why I am here!”
Now that I have to go totally out of my comfort zone fear and doubts are arising.. “what if…” “what if…” But, somehow, I know in my heart what the truth is. I think I have to follow that, since now I know that I am here to be me, to be happy and to show others how to navigate the currents of Ascension. Stay tuned!
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