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My dear Brother-in-Light Dave,
it has been quite some time since I wrote my last letter to you. In the meantime I obtained the good advice of AAMichael in a reading for me that I had better dedicate all my activities more to daily life around me in order to be better balanced with view to my spiritual activities versus my earth-grounded ones.
So I tried to follow this good advice with the effect that I am more and more connected with all my goodwill to manifest on earth the new spiritual achievements of my inner heart. And with great success too! There has never been a time in my life when I was so lucky to meet such friendly people all around me. Foreigners to me but with a smile on their faces welcoming me like an old friend. I am deeply grateful for all this experience.
But settling down again before my newly installed PC-device at my home I became aware of some weird feelings which are new to me now. I thought I had left this “Great Isle of I” due to all my previous activities in my outward daily life …. but much to my very own surprise – I haven’t … I am roaming along these days feeling myself thrown back again into some separateness and on my Isle again.
It all is upon me as if matters and other things have stopped before me to another huge halt drawing a sort of circle around me so to leave me in some emptied space to myself and my thoughts. At least this is what I sense nowadays and perhaps I have succeeded to clear the majority part of my hidden issues and now have to perceive for the first time in my “Now-Incarnation here on Earth” that blank space where all the former hidden secret issues had been blocking myself up before. And now they are gone leaving this vast blank space in my inner core.
It is a somewhat weird and completely new feeling when I am going down the previous shadowy tunnels into my inner being and heart. I am on my way and experiencing another halt …. like standing here and listening attentively into my inner heart … I am calling for my Higher Self down there. It must be there somewhere down in the Light. For all the previous bricks and solid walls I had built there have fallen to bits and being cleared off by the light. I with the Angelic help have cleared all away!
For the time being I cannot see nor hear and perveive any movement as everything seems to be still and in waiting. Waiting for what ? I do not know! The only matter I’m feeling is that there is something unknown in my subconsciousness like being wrapped up in a big cloth which is rising to the surface of my consciousness in order to fill out what has been emptied by myself when letting go off so many hidden issues and vasanas.
My nights are rather restless and waking up or sleeping only in some lightly veiled slumbering envelope citing verses either in English or German in those short breaks of slumber urged by my body telling me I have to get up for more drinks of water which I thirstily gulp down in the kitchen. There were beautiful verses last night which came to my mind fromout the depths of my heart – but before being fully awake I fell back into some enhanced sleep again.
I am living through my days now as even being much more separated from anything else – which nowadays is not “everything else” any more to me – that’s why I use the term of anything else here.
Since it does not mean any more: “everything else” with all that change being thrown upon me – there is also some change of meaning of old so important matters having occurred in the meantime for me of which I only become aware now.
I know – please, don’t ask me wherefrom – something huge is coming like I felt in my childhood and this great wave is just hovering beneath my present surface level of consciousness – I have come to this inner halt and am on a sort of “Stand-By”. I cannot proceed nor looking back – I am in a kind of “No-Man’s-Land” being wholly thrown on to my very own strength and power. What is left for me to do in such a situation? I am calling on to my celestial guides and angels for support and protection and try to find that large portion of patience needed at this time.
I am “The Lady in Waiting” – waiting to be called and to fulfill the rest of my remaining Soul-Contract here on Earth!
And here I am – calm and collected but not cool – since this is not easily done with a heart full of divine light – light which is not of the previous burning impatient kind but spreading out with a warm and soothing shine all over the world.
Om Shanti and Namasté to all of you and to you particularly, dear Brother-in-Light Dave.