This is the picture that I want to share with you and how I feel about it. — The facts are that I had been told that my imminent ascension was upon me and so I made up my mind
to prepare myself for such an event – even if it might only be a test or another attempt from the other side to assist with ascension. We always have to consider that this very kind of ascension in our alive bodies has never been made before in all the history of universes. It is for us, as well as for our beloved friends of the Angelic Realms and ET-siblings, just as new all over … and basically may always fail or be successful. At that point of standing I realized first of all that despite all my foretellings and decisions it is not that easy to go through such final preparations in such way like simply getting up and let everything material (e.g.achieved the very hard way all through my past 30 years of life) go like make it flow from my hands and through my fingers like drops of water. I’ll give you some example: All my love in this incarnated life here is for beauty. I write, I paint and take all delight in what I consider beautiful … and beautiful is all that makes my heart sing and join the great chorus of praise to All-There-Is.
And this very view applies as well to all kind of handicrafted and also highly sophisticated jewellery. Having always been leading a life of just meeting the ends .. there was not much hope for me to obtain valuable objects of such a hobby. But nevertheless despite all odds against me I started to collect decorational jewellery … bit by bit … cutting off my resources of
nutritions and living maintenance … looking up many a corner on Flee-Markets and elsewhere for bargains and with such persistency I collected quite a bit over the years. I started from scrap .. and my taste and sensitiveness of appreciating pieces were evolving more and more. It was a great experience and eventually ended up with some sort of great inner knowledge … I just had to ask my inner heart – letting glide a piece of Amber perhaps
through my fingers and I knew what it was worth to me.
I myself did not wear so much jewellery as some decoration for myself – I preferred the
pure and simpler structures like a string of pearls either made of Sweetwater-Pearls or simpler stuffs like crude gemstones in form of Cabochons. And during all these years of my collecting I thought it would be a nice surprise for my daughter and my grandchildren to find this collected sort of jewellery when I shall have finished this incarnation here.
This was the historical pretext of my late 26-30 years … trying to accumulate some sort of heritage for my off-springs.
And now two weeks ago I was about to prepare consciously to go away – ascending in to some realm without any materialisation as known by us until now.
So, even if it were for a short time only and still much more for the delight and joy of one moment …I packed up all I had lest for some pearls together and gave it away to my children with hands so warm with all my love for them. I believe it was just some upheaval
of surprise and joy to them as it was to me. When I recall these moments .. it was much easier than I ever had imagined. Moreover I felt relieved in a way – even when it turned out that this time the way of ascending was a complete failure again.
But now I know that I was so much prepared to leave this realm of duality as never before, I listed up what I still found missing in my lifer hithertoo. And this was drinking
Champaign and a delicicious cup of Icecream at some special Icecream-Café ….
The first I skipped when being in the Supermarket and decided to take a good Spumante instead and I drank it with much delight.
The latter one … I treated myelf and my daughter and granddaughter to it … and it was so delicious that I took a 2nd one too… These were for all the years of lack and without Icecream …
And now after the anounced date had passed and nothing what was announced had occurred, there was this empty space in me … the days afterwards were filled with some big lump of blocked feelings in me and there still were the huge influx of solar energies
that my body and my heart has to digest and cope with. So the days went by and I did not feel like reading nor writing with subsequent posting. There was this soft carpet-like tablecloth with my deep fatigue just covering me and nothing more … everything regarding life again in 3-D was so difficult to attend to and I had to take recreational naps
quite often in the daytime.
I did everything I could asking for the assistance of the AArchangels via the ToolBox being now published and after some days just started to translate the remainder of what had been left over by Marc Gamma. This was not easy because of my deep confusion but I succeeded at last. And here I am – picking up again the left-overs and starting again.
But I know now – I was so much prepared – and I got over the last weeks’ storm!
It reminds me all of the song: “When you walk in the Storm keep your Head up high ….”!
And I think I have done just this very thing during the last week and the days before it!
This I wanted to share with you my dear brother … this is my true life-story of the last fortnight here in my daily life.
I am grateful for all of it and this experience had opened up our family’s hearts again in a fast and wide way … and relieved us from past pains of our inner hearts ! What can I say than “Hallelujah !” ???<3<3<3 Sing it and join the Chorus : Selamat Gajun — Selamat Ja Hallelujah !<3<3<3
Om Shanti and Namasté
from your Sister