Letters from the “Isle of I” No.3 The “In-between Gap”

Plese Note: How to find all my letters titled: Letters from the Isle of I .. proceed as follows: They all are tagged with “Ideas/Thoughts” and”Letters from the Isle of I”

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1.)  our Blog Illuminations Now

2.)  Evamaria’s Bilinguals (on Top left. 2nd line)

3.  English : Ideas/Thoughts, Letters from the Isle of I,

As these letters are all tagged with “Ideas/Thoughts” and “Letters from my Isle” so it will be easy to find them again here.

Dear Dave,

this letter will deal with some complicated matter at least in my eyes – and the Question Mark behind eveyrthing will grow even more and more.

I’ve read the article of Lucas ( also posted here) once again and again and all his explanations about the Time of Now –  is so well written in a sort of sophisticated and also scientific way that I cannot do otherwise but having to admire his structural thinking and argumenting.

He states we all are – moving in the Time of Now on our ascension road and having arrived in some field or space which he calls  “The Inbetween”  in which everything is constant and simultaneously not constant but variable and being in the flux.

He continues : “
Things come back to center to play as One, in being polarity without being polarity.

I’ve been told that higher realms above the 5th will no longer  know any polarity –  and this might have been in Lucas’ mind when forming this above phrase.

If I understand him right he has come also to some alike conclusion at which I arrived too.  The above cited phrase –  so it appears to me – is hinting at some greater construct of balance building up once this old 3-D-Matrix has been left for good.

He also prepares us all who focus on ascension that this huge change will lead us to an even greater construct of balance following completely new diaphragms of recognition – and many of us are still now not aware what this all will mean to us viz. that we have to abandon also each and every way by which we have defined our life so far. This also will entail not only our °Egos°  (which most of us have already deleted in some way or other) but this will cover too “The I that I am and have been so far” ! To me this will mean that I – in due course and following this logic – I’ll be drawn off  from my so very precious “Isle of I” also!
Think it truly out my dear Dave – I have had this hunch already since a long time. There is no need to be scared of a likely “Free Fall” since all is in the divine plan and decree.

I believe Lucas comes to some similar solution as he writes towards the end of his article of a logical consequence deriving from his before-mentioned argumentation:

“If change is the only constant or a repetitive force there might be need for something that brings change beyond the fractal or repetition to be also breaking the constant in new constant variable.”

So far about Lucas and the Big Gap of “Inbetween” he is describing. —

Here I must repeat what I have said so many times before in many a forum of discussion: I am truly a simple person and I like it simple in order to understand everything with the ingenuitive intelligence given to me by The Creator.

“The Gap of Inbetween” may also b explained in some different way:

In past history between the borders of nations/states/peoples there was always kept a streak of land which belonged to none of the nations attached to each other being called : “No-Man’sLand”.

And why not regarding this “Inbetween-Gap-of-Now” like some sort of “No-Man’sLand” between our old Duality-Matrix which we are about to leave and the unexplored completely new Matrix expecting us?
es, I still use some old mode of definition here but why not – we still do not know any other one and it explains so very well how we are feeling in such a “No-Man’sLand !

When it comes to me I still adhere to follow the path down to my inner heart and to attain the point of stillness in my heart. Words of Sananda channelled by Ute Posegga-Rudel about the emptyness of our hearts which gives us real and true satisfaction to our souls – this is my way of abandoning all my old structures.

As I have myself experienced this emptyness and stillness of inner heart twice in my life — it came all of a sudden with such sweetness and flashing through my heart and stayed on for while.

It was such a gentle and still great impact of stillness that I – all myself – from my inside simply bowed down and did nothing more than listening in full awareness of  my inner stillstand-point.

Never and ever I shall forget this still emptiness filling all my inner heart with such a sweet

certainty of having a direct strong contact to the Holy and One Source.

And that is why I am laying all my trust and love into heavenly hands to guide me through the Great Portal on the other end of this “No-Man’sLand” of Now.

Sananda says about the emptyness in our heart (channeled byUJte Posegga Rudel  http://radiantlyhappy.blogspot.com.au/2012/03/message-from-sananda-8-emptiness-is.html))

“This emptiness appears as emptiness and ceasing of your usual brain waves and thought patterns only, because the fields in which they appear, are consumed by the blessings of the new light and energy which has already started to invade your world……”

and continues with

“If you inquire your heart truly about this new (but ancient and always-already existing) reality you will find that the “emptiness” is the door to a satisfaction you never have experienced so far in your life.


Know that a World will be created from this new place, empty of the old thought projections, which is the depth of your heart, and which is the true and Divine World, in which you participate as soon as you no longer grieve for a lost, false identity.


Because you have never been your thoughts, you have always been your heart, the to be seat of your soul and the doorway to The-All-That-Is”

So this is my way which I found for myself as the most soluble pattern to follow until I may be giving new teachings about who I am. Still also then the path is very clearly outlined for me since I am set to follow The Heavenly Guidelines which always will be given to me.

By the way I found something else in my bed the other morning: it was an iron-finger-ring carrying as equivalent of a stone a smaller circle of small blossoms (same material like the ring) but in different colors. I just said “thank you” to the kind giver whoever it was.

Yes Dear Dave that is all for today and I do hope all is well at your end too?  Thank you again for listening to me you don’t know what it means to me writing all these letters to you …

Like a drop in the ocean vast
immersing in it so fast
so my soul will merge in Light
I am with GOD and
praise His Might !

Let the Choir of Angels sing
when we ascend with every akin
We shall whirl with their loving chime
in clearest light
from our hearts’ insight.

by ContraMary, April 2012


Keep well, dear Dave and take care of yourself until we meet again here ….

Your Sis’ Mary

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The Years of Life tell me that I am old - My Inner Heart tells me that I am young - it is proof that I still live in Duality and as I decided to outgrow this Matrix I am prepared to ascend into some other realm leaving all the old and shabby patterns behind me pluck up all my courage for the New Age with shining lights so Golden of Promise - And take with me nothing but love - peace - harmony and one only virtue of 3-D density : staying a pioneer all my lifes ... ready for another adventure ... with the Help of God Almighty...

5 thoughts on “Letters from the “Isle of I” No.3 The “In-between Gap”

  1. My beloved sister Mary,

    So much has been taking place within me the past few days. Your letters seem to have opened up a fountain of inspiration. I don’t seem to have anything specific to comment about your last two letters, but instead found myself writing to all people in a way that I believe is consistent with your sharings. Though the words are different, I feel that the spirit the essence is the same. Here then is what I have written from the depths of my spirit and with the love of my heart.


    Blessings and love always.


  2. Dear Bro’ Dave,
    This new post of yours is more than I ever expected – it is a most wonderful response to my previous letters and I am very grateful to you for replying in such an enlightened way, And you are right the essence of our writings is going down to the same roots viz. to Spirit and the most powerful tool of All-There-Is – the Love of our all Creator. …

    Still I shall go on writing my letters to you and even if it is only describing what my daily life is like and how I converse with myself and my thoughts ( another subject worthwhile to dwell on – how do I know whether my thoughts are really mine arising from the issues of my very life or are they infiltrations from around me and the human mass mind ? )

    If my letters do have some good effects on you – (btw. I was delighted to note this) writing down my thoughts does me well too and thus these letters serve us two mutually in the very best sense of it.
    Until we meet again here on our blog … this appears to grow into some fruitful co-operation I assume….Yours
    Sis’ Mary.

  3. Eva-Maria, with this one ” how do I know whether my thoughts are really mine arising from the issues of my very life or are they infiltrations from around me and the human mass mind” I can tell you, that this is your HS giving you a sign to think about it. Gabriele confirms to me, that YOUR Higher Self is coming through. You will find a way to accept it.

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