Fear has reigned our Life within the former Matrix of 3-Density – Turn on the Light!

Yesterday night I had a severe attack of fear of my former life and I noticed consciously that my whole life was impregnated by fear of all kinds -this was a real set-back into life-feelings of my past and I decided before any panick ceased me to go under the protection of AAMichael into his blue radiation and watch only this old sensation … so I sort of battled the whole night always consciously calling to AAMichael for his protection and his sword … It was not easy but after some while I felt the presence of this great Angel and Safeguardian.

This was the first severe attack with nightmares after a long-long time. Last night I was put  in some vivid nightmare always under some sort of “Pedagogique Surveillance and Hearing” because I had to fight – they wanted to take my child away from me ….  I believe this is what Steve always calls “vasanas” or “hidden issues” arising and depending on us they either go away or will arise repeatedly when they catch up with us and drag us from our post of observer again in to the middle of this action. I deeply realized how much the former decades of my life had been controlled by some permanent fear and how much power and strength of my will-power and being had to be exerted from my being and life in order to prevail and overcome this thick layer of fear hovering above and inside of me.

And as I looked into my inbox of mails I saw this article about “Fear” ! There are no coincidences – it is all the One Source to show us how and to make us aware of our hidden past issues. And this is why I want to share this article with all of you which came to me via “Remove the Shackles”:

With so much of compassionate – unconditional Love to you all from me.

Yours (Contra)Mary



Re-blogged from “Remove the Shackles”

“Turn on the Light”

Posted: 25 Jan 2013 10:21 AM PST

Written by my lovely friend Sophia.  This struck me as very NOW.  I have been talking about FEAR with my kids and with several other friends.

Fear is generated as a Psy-Ops against the people.  Keep them in Fear so that they are so pre-occupied with dealing with the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual side effects they’ll never notice that you’ve stolen their physical, mental, emotional and spiritual bodies right out from under them.

Government = fear
Authority = fear
Religion = fear
Education = fear
Medical = fear

The use of FEAR has been a constant attack on us our whole lives- the ultimate control by those who would place themselves above you.

We are all ONE.  We are all EQUAL.

No person has the Right to Control you.  So Don’t let them Control you.

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

Turn on the Light

It is up to us now to become free.
Yesterday I identified fear, took note and contemplated what it means.  It did not occur while being chased by a wild beast.  It occurred in my automobile, on a quiet street, early morning, just outside a school.  The sun was shining. The sky was blue.  I was warm and dry and driving well within the posted speed limit.  Then I spotted a police car.  It was parked off to the side.  In my gut a bloop of panic erupted and cascaded up to my brain where it registered; fear.
This was a “school zone” and it is swarming with speed traps.  I don’t exceed the limit because of it and yet the part of me that feels panic got triggered anyway.  Why?
Fear is a control mechanism.  We have learned well.  It keeps us docile, aging, needy and quiet.  It is neither necessary nor desired.  It is based on a non-truth; someone else holds authority over your actions, indeed, over you. This is so engrained as to be unquestioned.  Many consider it truth.  It is not.
Looking at fear from a distance, it is immobilizing and knee-jerk. Consciousness exposes the option of fearless.  It is not one we’ve considered before.  Fear makes sense as a spark to get us running from physical harm, and only then.  It exists to ignite adrenaline.  Fear makes no sense when confronting “make believe”.
As children, we may have been afraid of the dark, afraid it would hurt us. Then we understood the room didn’t change without light, it was only our perception and imagination that made it scary.
We are learning to turn on our light.  The tales of power by an imaginary “other”, often wearing a uniform and/or title, are meant to keep us in the dark – afraid, docile, compliant and unquestioning.  It is up to us to expose the fraud, turn on our light and tell our gut to pipe down – all is well.
The papers have been filed to legally declare our freedom; it is true.  Yet with fear of any kind of authority – the shackles are still in place.
In order to really be free, it must be felt in every moment of our lives.  As we adjust we will notice the moments that ignite panic.  One day they won’t.  For now we can deal with them as markers – pointing the way to what needs our focus.
For once we see ourselves as free; the ferocity of our spirit will hold steady our authority – regardless of who is in the room.  It is this state we are heading towards.  Absolute conviction is untouchable.  As we set our sights on the truth of who we are, we’ll notice moments of who we have been, of who we are not.  This is good; awareness facilitates clarity.
Your truth is absolute.  You are a living breathing fragment of Source in every way equal to any “other”.  You are beholden to none.  There are none more important than you and none your worth surpasses.  We are One.
Love every particle because it’s all part of the package.  The really great part of this is that it is yours.  As you see it, recognize it, absorb it and re-work it – your spirit is fortified.  You own it.  No one has given it to you and no one can take it away.
You are the One you’ve been waiting for.


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The Years of Life tell me that I am old - My Inner Heart tells me that I am young - it is proof that I still live in Duality and as I decided to outgrow this Matrix I am prepared to ascend into some other realm leaving all the old and shabby patterns behind me pluck up all my courage for the New Age with shining lights so Golden of Promise - And take with me nothing but love - peace - harmony and one only virtue of 3-D density : staying a pioneer all my lifes ... ready for another adventure ... with the Help of God Almighty...

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