A Follow-up of Yesterday’s Post

I have browsed a bit through the internet in the meantime until now, reading a bit here and there and much about how the so-called “Ascension-Day” had been felt for the well- known channels which in a way cover the main pages of ascension and are being re-blogged and discussed in some covering way.

Shall I be totally honest ? Matching the ethics of our higher realms now?  I am getting a bit and more so frustrated with all these deeply spiritual passages and explanations continuing the discussions well known from the last year in some unchanged way …. which eventually lead to openly publish the feelings and personal issues of the human filters or channels and not much more ….

This is not in any way a sort of judgement or criticism but solely describing my feelings when starting to read these channeled messages creating in me a deeper unlust to go on reading.

In my opinion we have have come so far – each of us – and have to start this new life in a somewhat new way – everyone for her/himself personally – at least that is what I do …. searching one’s own way as singled out by each one’s very own issues according to her/his soul-contract … that for myself I do not need any more of those chanelings going to and fro – as we have known it from previous years –  ending up in repeats and reciprocations of somewhere deeply hidden (spiritual) ego-minded residual settings.

O.K. I am reading still some very few chaneled messages from AAMicha-El through various chanells and naturally those that I translate myself and spent my time on thinking these over.

But the rest of it ? I just skip them feeling it a loss of my time when the challenge is upon me (according to my very own belief) and nobody else’s to find out which way I shall decide to trod on further…. we are made not in vain to be Masters of our Selves and to become fully conscious ones – so we have to find out for ourselves – each one of us in her/his own way –

And not to spend much time to read messages of else-ones and trying to align ourselves to these, as they all have passed human filters and are coloured in alignment to those issues and beliefs of their filters.

No. 1 So one of my very own issues after passing the vital date of 12-21-12 is to use great discernment and sorting out where I resonate honestly and deeply with my inner Godself and to discard anything that will be of no use for my own challenges now.- This is the very first No.1 which I have chosen to deal with in this new realm to be manifested for myself.

No.2 is to manifest my very own awareness of my very own high degree of vibration which I cannot do by myself sitting at home and thinking my thoughts alone for myself. As the saying is that in the “Eye of a Storm” all is quiet – I shall not be able to discern anything about the degree of frequency of my own vibration as long as I am staying by myself and converse with alike-thinking people only:

For this reason I have to go on a search into outward life with all my full awareness …. not expecting anything but taking all hints with my full conscience.life is prepared to give me  …

And here is one of those hints I received yesterday : On a shopping spree for foodstuffs I wanted also to return empty plastic bottles (which I usually buy Mineralwater in and it was the first time since the vital past dates ) . To return these bottles I have to use a special machine with a turning tunnel (from my view to turning empty bottles to the left) and all my bottles after turning leftways for a while got stuck …. I tried many times by myself … these bottles were of impeccable shape without any obstacles in their outer form … nothing going but for the empty tins of other drinks … nothing was going with the plastic ones….

After I had convinced myself at last that I was unable to do,this job I had to call an employee of this market and he did what I could not do in a sec …and after that I could do it also ….so as if he had restored the vibration of the machine again …

This is the story but it is not the entire one – I can explain this event only that because of my high vibrations now (new to me presently) these bottles had taken on the high frequency as well as the narrow tunnel of the machine and therefore could not transmit the empty bottles onward … or even better: My vibrations are turning wholly to the right and could not agree to the turning of the tunnel to the left any more transporting the bottles onward so that they got stuck at last .. …

These are the hints life  will present us with and when we are fully aware of ourselves we shall recognize where we are standing with regard to the outside world still acting in some former matrix of duality. And this presents for me the No. 2 of my present issues and it really is a new adventure of our new life to find everything out that is new for us.

But please note this is not a message nor a further good advice : it is just a true story what happens in my life just now and is written here to encourage your curiosity to go out and find out with your full awareness what is your particular standing now !

This is it for today and I shall try to tell you more in due course and when those matters happen to me again in some likewise way.

Life is full of adventure – go out and find out for yourselves ! And look at it from your positive side !

Yours (Contra)Mary

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The Years of Life tell me that I am old - My Inner Heart tells me that I am young - it is proof that I still live in Duality and as I decided to outgrow this Matrix I am prepared to ascend into some other realm leaving all the old and shabby patterns behind me pluck up all my courage for the New Age with shining lights so Golden of Promise - And take with me nothing but love - peace - harmony and one only virtue of 3-D density : staying a pioneer all my lifes ... ready for another adventure ... with the Help of God Almighty...