What shall I write here ? The last week went by for me in a “whush”! So quick and so fast as never before and this will even aggravate in the months to come … so I have read.
I felt tired too and slept a great deal of the days too – waking up in the night several times too – with some difficulty I did what had to be done for restoring foodstuff etc. in my household and my former hesitation of going out appeared to have increased also. It seems to me that when I enter my Home again after a “Must-Shopping-Tour” as if I enter a different reality with a different matrix and differing priorities.
This is what I am experiencing now and with a slight turn around with wanting to affix the new realities I am sensing always that I take on the post of a separate observer aware of any visible and audible hint to grasp and to find my very own way into the Now of 2013!
And that is why I kept quiet this week passing so fast .. I may tell you that I was not disappointed at all as I did not expect anything else as from 21. December 2012 but for the change of Matrix altogether and for the amalgamation of all possible timelines … leaving only that one for us to manifest our new Matrix and reality on Dear Mother Earth !
This does not mean that I did not not share the celebrations on that given date of 12-21-2012 … and I welcomed the great influx of energies through newly opened portals.
But I knew also: this was just another great test for all of us having worked so hard the last year and being so much tired having reached this date at last !
Ascension just falls not into our lap from above – it is a steady process for me and has to be aligned newly now to newly given circumstances which are still unknown to us and which will challenge us and our powers of light in some different sense..
As I wrote in my personal view after 12-21-12 we have to roll up our sleeves again waiting to continue with our work where it is needed and thus I am here on the lookout what my inner voice or my spiritual guides are telling me what to do next…
This is my update for now after this long and still fast-running week during X-mas etc. .. This is not what I want to advise you but just sharing with you what my life outward and inside is comprised of and I leave it entirely to your discretion what will be the results of your pondering now – but please think about all this and arrive to your own decision about it !
I assume we have to find a somewhat new beginning apt to match this new timeline on us …which also will undergo rapid changes in due course … do not be afraid of the new matters – just reach out to your inner curiosity and follow your inner voice and guide … it will be exciting too … believe me , at least it is for me.
With my unconditional Love and Compassion to all Visitors of this Blog