Let me tell you how I am feeling today – One Day after 12-21-2012


It might all be different from what is now supposed or elaborated – but as this most “meditative ?” – rather sleepy day for me has passed – I now may share with you what I recall from yesterday in the review of it all :

Yes something happened ! I recall also that for a very short moment I wondered
about some sort of feelings as a few have sensed also as grudgy !

I too felt surprised for a very short moment that I was sort of angry or
frustrated — then just skipped it because in my belief it did not suit the new
dimensions I had thought I reached then which were running as such (talking with myself) : “Anyway reached or not reached – we have crossed this crucial date and are about to enter the Age of Aquarius leaving the Patriarchal Matrix of Duality and 3-D – and no grudge nor any frustration have to do with this New Age ! Skip it, Mary !”
Now hearing that many had some similar experience … it crossed my mind whether
these feelings were the last ones of previous angers’ rest of the dimension we
just left ? Just to get rid of them entirely in a quick, fast and speedy way of
letting them go in the very last moment ? So if it were the last chance to get rid of them ?

And there was something more yesterday: despite of all dozy – dizzy – nebulous
feelings of vertigo and disappearing matters of transition there came a kind of new awareness towards practical and also outward life into my being – which still is extending today … A more practical sense of what has to be done (in my personal life) came  my way which had left me all these previous 18 months during my endeavor to prepare for ascension and assimilating more light. I sense again like standing more firmly on the ground of our beloved planet –  in transition to become a star – with a “crystal-clear mind connected to my heart” to be anchored under a new grid !

I even felt lighter and clearer in my mind again – my body also felt much lighter – but not so much that I could stumble on these facts right away – it is only the review permitting me to note these symptoms … perhaps I have ascended already while transgressing so many symptoms during the last year and came back as wayshower – holding open portals of transgression or being a brick in the bridge over the deadly gap ?

There was also quite something new in my inside – something like a practical, clear, and lively – let me call it “spiritual grasp of outward practical life” or awareness but not the like I was used to – it was like inward myself and reaching out to the outward reality of now!

Still it was some new kind of awareness of standing in the  middle of outward and inward life !

I wonder: “Is it this the kind of awareness that we need to create our new life here
within this new matrix ?”

Anyhow for me I know I am in a kind of process into what direction I don ‘t know
yet.
But – as today in the aftermath of yesterday proceedings – I feel this sort of
awareness growing – not in the fastest way – but nevertheless growing inside of
me – and I know I am on some starting point into a new world that I have to
create myself. And that I will and I shall do while being as much aware as
possible of myself and the way directions will show up for me ….

It is a pleasure to live and start afresh like a pioneer with new issues showing
up in everybody’s life on an individual and personal scale ! Let’s find out
about it and discard all past inner discussions, judgements, weighing out “ifs”
and “buts” —- these issues are no more valid !

Welcome higher densities and vibrations ! This will be enthralling – at least
for me !

So this is what I resumed from yesterday now and I kept in mind that “Ascension
is still on” since it is a longer process for many of us due to what AAMichael
commented on it and also Zingdad told us so. .

So let us get even more anchored in this higher dimensional realm creating a good and positive life for us all and manifest the Golden Age for all of us!

As we are those we have been waiting for ! So let us roll up our sleeves and start what we have to do !!!  We have become our Self-Masters immersing into our High Godselves – so let us prove it !

And never overlook nor forget with all our doings to come : “Love is the universal glue that holds multiverses together by Divine Decree !

Om Shanti
(Contra)Mary

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The Years of Life tell me that I am old - My Inner Heart tells me that I am young - it is proof that I still live in Duality and as I decided to outgrow this Matrix I am prepared to ascend into some other realm leaving all the old and shabby patterns behind me pluck up all my courage for the New Age with shining lights so Golden of Promise - And take with me nothing but love - peace - harmony and one only virtue of 3-D density : staying a pioneer all my lifes ... ready for another adventure ... with the Help of God Almighty...

1 thought on “Let me tell you how I am feeling today – One Day after 12-21-2012

  1. We seem to often have similar experiences, always enjoy your expressions and feelings on everything Mary, and happi by “Divine Decree” we met each other….Love always, Joey

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