How do we feel now after passing the 12/12/12 Portal ?


This is my today’s share with you :

As mentioned before I am a member of the 2012 Yahoo discussion Group created by Steve Beckow and AAMichael in 2011 and among the topics now we started a thread with the above topic by a Barry Kapp who is one of the moderators.

I found out in the time I have been a member there that many of my previous posts had been started by me in responding to some topic of this group as this group is a very lively one with many highlights of various opinions and spiritual views.

And this time it was the description of Barry K. and his question to us to share our response how we are feeling now after passing this grand portal of 12/12/12. which prompted me to transmit this sharing to you too, my dear readers:

Barry described his emotions and update in this very way:

Yesterday I wrote a few experiences I was having regarding this momentous time for me.

I would invite others to continue to do the same here as your heart leads.  Especially interested in hearing the experiences that would be under the canopy of Divine Love and not Fear.
1)  I keep checking in w/myself and my feelings regarding anything charging me.  It is like, I can’t even find those thoughts.  I pinch myself, and yes, just a calm in the storm.  Like being in my Mer Ka Ba (Spirit Light Body) and observing through a thick clear glass of the storm outside yet the magnificence of the storm and all flowing from, to and through Divine Love.
2)  Tears of Joy today everywhere I turn.
3)  Food eating?  Very little desired yet there for the taking;  but liquids like good water, alot.
4)  Though time is speeding by, a slow motion affect has arrived in my aura that is palpable.
5)  I am one who does not desire a crowd in times like these.  I feel you all at the mere touch of my telepathic fingers.  SOO MUCH LOVE.  Thank you all dear ones.
6)  Going to town for whatever and hearing a distant sound of xmas music;  ahhh, a memory seems to be there yet oh so glad I can be in the Pink Love Bubble, bid a farewell to all such illusion yet no anger, judgement but just a loving observation.
7)  Let’s see what tomorrow brings me.  Welcome to all of your experiences.  Oh, saw a ship last night and one this am.  My bird Finch (Gold and Purple) friends all setting in tree branches watching me and saying hi w/a new level of love and no fear.  WOW!
blessings, Barry Kapp
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which prompted me to follow his call-up with my special and individual update for these days:
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Yes Barry also here calmness and sheer still joy and delight – but in a
different sense than I have known so far – has reached my home here. Also my cat behaves in a likewise way – seeking me being near to him and does
not much meat any longer but more fresh cucumbers. Like me I don’t have much
hunger and what I eat daily I may count on my fingers. Mostly fruits (1 orange
and 1 banana with fresh milk in the morning … I used to be very thirsty and
delighted in various drinks
with mineralwater/fruit-juices …but since 12/12/12 not any more so …
Milk-Shakes and buttermilk with mineralwateer and a pinch of salt is my
favourite now – is good for hunger and thirst ! I am all by myself here and very reluctant to go out … my days are filled with
meditation
I even feel reluctant to read longer passages of channeled news looking for only
what resonates with me – and these are very few ones – just like yours – I am browsing through the Internet and blogs and there is rarely much of the
former resonance … I am getting the feeling more and more that the internet
becomes quite empty … for me at least … I am developing a sharp sense – so it seems to me – that also the spiritual side
of the internet gets a bit shallow and hollow carrying still so much more subtle
apparitions of Ego and remnants of former 3-D-Matrix in which I am no more
interested in a way — For the rest of my living in the now it is my never-ending struggle with daily
chores which I have brought over to this new life which I’ll compete still here
– trying to find new measures of coping with these issues.

I am waiting very much for those gadgets with which I could dematerialize solid
matters again – all the more than creating these a new… this I ‘d appreciate
so much as the vivid signals of getting rid of the old stuff ….

Totally and all in all:
I am no more interested in matters inherent to the former matrix …

I am interested in meditation, learning about the “New I Am” and keen
on the new techniques and what I still may be able to learn on my PC now until
the new generation of PC as conscious entities will share our lives.

I am interested again in art-working in order to find out better what is going
on inside of myself … as I always, with every situation, there is such a
stillness in me despite of all the turmoils in the outer world.

….and thus I regard myself also in the great stand-by and waiting position for
the last huge date in some days to come and then starting life into the Golden
Age …. learning, enjoying with fellow humans and doing trustingly whatever
service will come up for me matching my real talents ….

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This to ALL MY READERS  which have become my dear friends in the meantime to which I’d like to repeat my today’s thanks from out the bottom of my heart.Keep on shining dear friends since we are living in such a great Timeline of Now !Do not forget – The Now – it is everything we lived for in all our Earth Incarnations playing the Game of Duality unconsciously of what origin we were ….!!!Yours always with my call: Shine On !(Contra)Mary   
 
 
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The Years of Life tell me that I am old - My Inner Heart tells me that I am young - it is proof that I still live in Duality and as I decided to outgrow this Matrix I am prepared to ascend into some other realm leaving all the old and shabby patterns behind me pluck up all my courage for the New Age with shining lights so Golden of Promise - And take with me nothing but love - peace - harmony and one only virtue of 3-D density : staying a pioneer all my lifes ... ready for another adventure ... with the Help of God Almighty...